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"""Claire Bennett slapped Ethan Cole before he could touch her son's drawing.

The sound cracked through the airplane cabin so sharply that three conversations stopped in the middle of words. Ethan's face turned with the blow. His shoulder brushed the white cloth covering the headrest beside him, and for one strange second the little Christmas wreath hanging over the row trembled as if it, too, had been struck.

Noah's red pencil stopped above the paper.

Lily grabbed a fistful of Claire's cream cardigan.

Claire was only halfway out of her seat. She had moved without deciding to move, one hand still braced against the armrest, the other suspended in the air after the slap. Her fingers trembled.

Ethan slowly turned his face back toward her.

A red mark had already begun to form beneath his left cheekbone.

He did not raise his hand.

He did not straighten.

He looked at Claire with the stunned, terrible concentration of a man trying to understand which part of the last ten seconds had actually happened.

Claire swallowed.

"Don't you dare call him your son."

The engine noise filled the silence after her words.

Someone across the aisle shifted. A seat creaked. Farther back, a child asked a question and was immediately hushed by an adult.

Ethan's eyes left Claire.

They dropped to Noah.

Noah was six and small for his age, with curly light-brown hair that refused to stay flat no matter how much water Claire put on it in the morning. He wore the cream sweater Claire's sister had mailed from Vermont in November, already fuzzed at one elbow because Noah had spent most of the flight leaning against the window.

The drawing lay on the lowered tray table.

Four figures stood beneath a green Christmas tree.

Claire recognized herself because Noah had given her brown hair and a cardigan with seven enormous yellow buttons. Lily was a smaller stick figure holding something gray that was apparently supposed to be her stuffed rabbit. Noah stood between them.

The fourth figure was farther away.

It had no face.

Ethan stared at it.

Then he looked at Noah.

Something changed in him.

It was not recognition. Recognition would have been too simple.

His attention narrowed first to the boy's eyes, then to the shape of his brow. His lips parted slightly.

Noah stared back.

Ethan looked at Claire.

"Then why does he have my mother's eyes?"

Claire's fingers closed around Lily's shoulder.

All the warmth seemed to leave her body at once.

Noah looked from Ethan to his mother.

"Mom?"

Claire couldn't answer quickly enough.

Noah frowned, apparently deciding the adults were making something unnecessarily complicated.

"Mom said my dad doesn't know I'm alive."

Ethan became completely still.

Claire closed her eyes.

Only for a moment.

When she opened them, Ethan was no longer looking at Noah.

He was looking at her.

The anger Claire had expected wasn't there.

That frightened her more.

"Why did you hide him from me?"

Claire looked down at Noah.

His red pencil had rolled against the edge of the tray table. He caught it before it fell, an ordinary little movement in a moment that had stopped feeling ordinary.

Lily pressed the gray rabbit beneath her chin.

Claire looked back at Ethan.

"Because your family wanted him dead."

For several seconds, nobody moved.

Then a flight attendant near the forward galley said, "Sir?"

Ethan didn't seem to hear her.

Christmas lights glowed along the overhead bins, warm gold against dark green garlands and glossy red ornaments. Someone had hung miniature wreaths from several bulkheads. An instrumental Christmas song had been playing softly before the confrontation, but Claire could no longer distinguish it from the engine noise.

Ethan's face had changed.

The heartbreak remained.

Something colder had entered beneath it.

Fear.

"Sir," the flight attendant said again.

Ethan finally straightened.

The woman was perhaps fifty, with silver threaded through her dark hair and the composed expression of somebody who had spent twenty-five years dealing with frightened people inside metal tubes. Her name tag read MARIA.

"Is there a problem here?"

Claire sat down immediately.

It was reflex more than judgment. She pulled Lily against her side and put one arm across Noah.

"No."

Maria looked at Ethan's cheek.

Then at Claire.

Then at the children.

"I heard a slap."

Claire felt half the cabin listening.

"I slapped him."

"Claire," Ethan said quietly.

She looked at him.

"Don't."

Maria's expression hardened slightly. "I'm going to need everyone to remain seated."

Ethan lowered himself into the empty aisle seat across from Claire's row. It wasn't his seat. His assigned seat was in business class, six rows forward, but he had come back after recognizing Claire while returning from the lavatory.

That had been less than five minutes ago.

Five minutes.

Claire looked at Noah's drawing and had the absurd thought that the red pencil needed sharpening.

Maria crouched slightly beside the aisle.

"Ma'am, do you feel safe?"

The question embarrassed Claire more than she expected.

"Yes."

"Do the children feel safe?"

"Yes."

Maria looked at Ethan. "Do you know this woman?"

Ethan's gaze remained on Claire.

"I used to."

Claire's stomach tightened.

Maria waited.

When nobody added anything, she said, "Then I need you to return to your assigned seat."

Ethan looked toward Noah.

Claire immediately moved her arm farther across the boy.

Ethan saw it.

He looked away.

"All right."

He stood.

Noah said, "Are you my dad?"

Claire's heart seemed to misfire.

Ethan stopped.

Maria closed her eyes briefly.

A passenger two rows back whispered, "Jesus."

Claire turned toward Noah.

"Honey—"

"I'm asking him."

Noah almost never interrupted her.

He was looking directly at Ethan.

Ethan's hand tightened around the top of the aisle seat.

Claire had once loved those hands.

That thought came from nowhere and made her furious.

Ethan crouched, slowly enough that Claire could have stopped him if she wanted. He kept several feet between himself and Noah.

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"I don't know yet," he said.

Noah considered that.

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