Chương 9

Mara had forgotten about Scout.
The guilt was immediate and irrational. The dog had food. Their neighbor, Simone, had agreed to walk him while both Mara and Evan traveled. But Mara had not thought of him once since the airport.
Evan stood and moved through the house. He went upstairs, returned with clothes over one arm, then made three more trips. On the final trip, he carried Scout’s bed.
Mara called.
He answered in a whisper. “I didn’t want to wake you.”
“Where are you taking the dog?”
“To my mother’s.”
“You don’t get to take him without asking.”
“You’re in Denver.”
“Until Monday.”
“And I can’t stay at the house.”
“I didn’t tell you to leave.”
“You told me not to come to Denver.”
“That isn’t the same thing.”
“Mara, I’m trying to give you space.”
“With my dog?”
“Our dog.”
“You were supposed to be in Savannah.”
“Charleston.”
The correction came automatically. They both went quiet.
Mara said, “Leave Scout with Simone.”
“He hates Simone’s cat.”
“He doesn’t interact with the cat.”
“He smells it through the door.”
“You are not taking him to your mother to create a reason for her to manage this.”
“I’m taking him somewhere he’ll be cared for.”
“I care for him.”
“You’re sixteen hundred miles away.”
“Because I’m selling my dead father’s house while you dismantle ours.”
Evan looked toward the security camera. His face appeared warped by the wide-angle lens.
“I’m not dismantling anything,” he said.
“You leased an apartment.”
“To figure out what I wanted.”
“You knew what you wanted enough to buy plane tickets.”
He sat on the bottom stair. Scout pressed against his knee.
“I didn’t go,” he said.
“Because I saw you.”
“I could have gone after your flight left.”
“Why didn’t you?”
Evan rubbed Scout’s ear. “Because Tessa walked away.”
The honesty surprised her again.
Mara lowered the phone from her ear and watched him on the screen. His live image lagged half a second behind his voice.
“Leave Scout at the house,” she said. “Simone will walk him tomorrow. I’ll be back Monday night.”
“You shouldn’t be alone there.”
“You keep saying that like you’re the danger I need protection from and the protection too.”
“That isn’t what I mean.”
“I know.”
She disconnected the call.
On the video feed, Evan remained on the stairs for another minute. Then he carried Scout’s bed back into the living room, filled the water bowl, and left.
The dog stood at the front door after it closed.
Mara watched until Scout lay down.
Monday’s closing took three hours because the buyer’s lender had entered Cal’s middle initial incorrectly. Mara signed documents at a polished table while a receptionist outside argued with a delivery driver about where to leave salads.
The title officer slid each page toward Mara and Cal, pointing to yellow flags.
“Initial here. Full signature there. Date here.”
Mara had spent the weekend preserving messages, downloading bank statements, and emailing a divorce attorney recommended by a colleague. She had also sorted forty-seven years of her father’s possessions, sold his car to a high school teacher, and found an unopened birthday card addressed to herself in the desk drawer.
The card had been blank.
At first, she imagined her father had forgotten what he wanted to write. Then Cal reminded her that their father bought cards in bulk and often left them unsigned until the last minute.
Mara kept it anyway.
After the closing, she and Cal stood beside their rental car in the parking lot. The mountains were visible beyond the strip malls, pale and distant.
Cal placed his copy of the documents in his backpack. “You want lunch?”
“I have a flight.”
“You have four hours.”
“I want to sit at the airport.”
“Nobody wants to sit at the airport.”
“I do.”
He studied her. “You’re going back to him.”
“I’m going back to my house.”
“Those aren’t always different.”
“I have a meeting with a lawyer tomorrow.”
Cal nodded slowly.
“Say whatever you’re going to say,” Mara told him.
“I was going to ask whether you want the clown.”
She looked at him.
He opened the trunk. The ceramic clown stared up from between two boxes.
“I hate you.”
“I found it in your suitcase.”
“You put it there.”
“Can you prove that?”
Mara laughed despite herself. She lifted the clown and placed it in his backpack.
They hugged beside the car. Cal held on longer than usual.
“Call me before you see him,” he said.
“I don’t need permission.”
“I didn’t say you did.”
“I know.”
He pulled back. “You’re doing that thing where you argue with sentences I haven’t said.”
“It saves time.”
“Text when you land.”
At the airport, Mara bought coffee and sat near her gate with the map wrapped in cardboard beside her suitcase. She answered work emails until the words blurred.
Her supervisor, Elise—not Tessa, though Mara’s body reacted to the name before her mind could correct it—had written to ask whether Mara needed more bereavement leave. Mara replied that she would be in on Wednesday.
Then she opened a message from her lawyer.
Anika Shah could meet at nine Tuesday morning. Her email contained practical instructions: preserve records, avoid altering joint accounts without advice, do not post about the matter publicly, and communicate in writing when possible.
Mara reread the sentence about public posts.
She had not wanted to share the video when June called. Afterward, she had wanted to post it with no caption and let the image answer every careful lie. She imagined the reactions arriving in red hearts, shocked faces, private messages. People would say they had always suspected Evan. Others would mention seeing him at restaurants or noticing how often he traveled. His business contacts would find it. Tessa’s colleagues would find it. Tessa’s son might find it between videos of basketball highlights and robotics demonstrations.
The fantasy lasted less than a minute.
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It still frightened Mara.
She moved the recording into a password-protected folder and deleted it from the main camera roll. Then she texted Evan.