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Chương 10

I return at 8:40. Please do not be at the house tonight. I have a lawyer meeting tomorrow. Communicate by text unless there is an emergency involving Scout.

He responded before she put the phone down.

I would like to talk in person.

Not tonight.

We have ten years to discuss.

We had ten years before Friday too.

The dots appeared, vanished, appeared again.

I deserve that.

Mara stared at the message.

It was exactly the kind of answer she had once wanted from him: no defense, no correction, no counterattack. Now it made her suspicious.

She put the phone away.

Simone had left the porch light on.

When Mara unlocked the townhouse at ten thirty that night, Scout struck her legs with his entire body. She dropped to the entryway floor, and he climbed halfway into her lap, whining through his nose.

“I know,” she said into his fur. “I know. I’m sorry.”

The house looked mostly unchanged. Evan had taken clothes, toiletries, two framed photographs from his office, and the espresso machine he insisted Mara never used correctly. He had left his wedding photograph on the mantel.

Mara checked the bedroom.

His side of the closet was half empty. The drawer where he kept old watches stood open. On the bed lay a folded note.

I know a note is cowardly. I didn’t know what else to leave.

I am at my mother’s. I will respect what you asked.

Scout has eaten. Simone has tomorrow’s schedule.

I am sorry about your father’s house. I should have been there.

E.

Mara tore the note once down the middle, then stopped.

She placed both pieces in the bedside drawer.

At nine the next morning, Anika Shah listened without interrupting. She was in her early fifties, with silver-framed glasses and a habit of pressing the cap onto her pen whenever someone drifted away from facts.

“Do you want a divorce?” she asked.

Mara looked at the books behind Anika’s desk. Most were legal volumes. One shelf held mysteries with cracked spines.

“I don’t know.”

“Do you want him out of the house?”

“Yes.”

“Do you feel unsafe?”

“No.”

“Has he ever threatened you physically?”

“No.”

“Controlled access to money?”

“Not before this.”

“Before this matters. Have you checked the accounts?”

Mara had downloaded statements but not examined them closely. “Not all of them.”

“Do that today. Don’t move funds yet. Make copies.”

Mara told her about the apartment deposit, the fake divorce complaint, and the recording. Anika watched the airport video once. Her face did not change.

“Do you plan to post this?”

“No.”

“You hesitated.”

“I don’t plan to.”

“Good. A public affair is not legally more useful than a private affair in most aspects of a divorce. Public humiliation can complicate negotiations and create claims neither of you needs. Preserve it. Don’t distribute it.”

“What about the document he showed Tessa?”

“Do you have the original file?”

“Tessa sent it.”

“Keep the message showing how you received it. It may matter as evidence of conduct, but don’t build your life around proving he is a liar. He has largely done that himself.”

Mara looked down at her hands.

Anika removed the cap from her pen. “What are your financial concerns?”

“I don’t know yet.”

“Then that’s your first task. Your emotional concerns are going to arrive whether we schedule them or not. The financial ones need appointments.”

It was not comforting, which made it useful.

Mara spent the afternoon at her dining table with bank statements spread around her laptop.

Evan had paid the apartment deposit from an individual checking account she knew existed but rarely reviewed. The account was funded by commissions transferred from their joint account after his employer deposited them. Over five months, he had moved fourteen thousand dollars into it.

There were hotel charges in the city where they lived. Restaurant bills on nights he claimed client dinners. Two airline tickets to Charleston. A jewelry purchase for nine hundred dollars.

Mara checked her birthday. No jewelry.

She found charges that might have been ordinary and could no longer tell. A florist. A wine store. An expensive grocery purchase the weekend she had been in Denver. Every transaction became a small dark room.

At four, Evan texted.

Could I come by for clothes at six?

Mara replied, I will leave a bag on the porch. Send a list.

He sent the list.

She packed carefully: navy suit, running shoes, gray sweater, medication from the bathroom, laptop charger, two white shirts. He also requested the watch his father had given him.

Mara found it in the open drawer and added it.

At six fifteen, the doorbell camera showed Evan standing on the porch. He lifted the bag, looked toward the camera, and remained there.

Mara was in the kitchen, out of sight.

Her phone rang.

She answered. “What?”

“I forgot the cuff links from our wedding.”

“Do you need them tonight?”

“No.”

“Then you can get them later.”

“I wanted an excuse to hear your voice.”

Mara leaned against the refrigerator.

Scout waited at the door, tail moving uncertainly.

Evan said, “Can I see him?”

“The dog?”

“Yes.”

“Not tonight.”

“Mara.”

“He was unsettled all weekend.”

“So was I.”

“You had company.”

The words came out before she decided to say them.

Evan looked down on the camera feed. “Tessa won’t speak to me.”

“I’m not responsible for that.”

“I know.”

“Do you?”

“I keep saying the wrong thing.”

“You keep saying true things and then disliking how they sound.”

He sat on the porch step.

Mara could see only the top of his head through the camera.

“I told June not to call you again,” he said.

“Thank you.”

“I didn’t ask her to.”

“She said you were worried about the video.”

“I am.”

“Why?”

“Because one terrible image becomes the whole story.”

“You kissed her while telling me you were in Atlanta.”

May you like

“I know what I did.”

“Then what part of the image is misleading?”

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