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Chương 6

Kesha gave him the guesthouse keys back.

“You open it. We’ll follow.”

The east guesthouse stood beyond a row of bare trees, close enough to the residence for heat lines and security but separated by a courtyard. It had two bedrooms, a sitting room, and a kitchen decorated with copper pans no one had ever used.

The children removed their wet boots near the door. Noah placed his cap carefully on a side table. Ethan lined the boots in pairs. Sophia opened every cabinet until Lena told her rich people also kept cleaning chemicals beneath sinks. Olivia curled on the sofa beneath a wool blanket.

Daniel remained outside.

Through the window, Kesha saw him standing alone while snow collected on his shoulders.

“He’ll get sick,” Noah said.

“Cold weather does not cause illness by itself,” Ethan replied.

“He could still come inside.”

“No.”

Kesha closed the curtain.

Lena found soup in the pantry with an expiration date three years in the future. “This family prepares for famine.”

“Check the seal.”

“I have raised you badly. You used to eat vending-machine tuna.”

“I was twenty-two and stupid.”

“You were twenty-two and broke.”

“Both.”

The children listened to this exchange with the relieved attention they gave ordinary adult conversation after something frightening. Lena heated the soup. Kesha found crackers and divided them unevenly because Noah liked broken pieces, Ethan wanted whole squares, Sophia dipped hers, and Olivia would only eat the ones with visible salt.

For ten minutes, no one mentioned Daniel.

Then Noah asked whether a father could stop being a father if he did not know he was one.

Kesha set down her spoon.

“Biology doesn’t change.”

“What about the other part?”

“What other part?”

“The dad part.”

Lena turned toward the stove, giving Kesha privacy without leaving.

Kesha looked at four waiting faces.

“The other part is something a person does,” she said. “It takes time.”

“How much?” Sophia asked.

“There isn’t a number.”

“There’s always a number.”

“Not for this.”

Ethan broke a cracker exactly in half. “He had eight years.”

“He didn’t know you were alive.”

“He knew we might be.”

Kesha looked at him.

Ethan shrugged, uncomfortable beneath her attention.

“You said he knew you were pregnant.”

“Yes.”

“Then he knew we might be alive.”

The boy returned to his soup.

Kesha had spent years worrying that the children would inherit Daniel’s appearance. She had not prepared for them to inherit the part of his mind that found the weakest joint in an argument.

A knock came at the door.

Lena checked the side window.

“It’s Elise.”

Elise had changed out of the red gown. She wore a gray sweater, black trousers, and boots borrowed from someone with larger feet. Her hair was tied back loosely. Without the diamonds and formal makeup, she looked younger and more tired.

She held a laptop and a paper shopping bag.

“I brought clothes for the children,” she said. “Some belong to my nieces. They’ll be big.”

Kesha stepped aside.

Elise entered and set the bag near the sofa.

The children watched her.

“I’m Elise,” she said.

“We know,” Sophia replied.

Elise glanced at Kesha.

“They heard your name.”

“I see.”

Noah looked at her left hand. “Were you going to marry him?”

“I thought so.”

“Are you still?”

Kesha said, “Noah.”

“It’s all right.” Elise folded her arms. “No. I’m not.”

“Because of us?”

“No.”

The answer was immediate.

Elise sat in an armchair facing the children.

“You did not do anything wrong. Your father and several adults made decisions before you were born. I am angry about those decisions.”

“Are you angry at Mama?” Ethan asked.

Elise’s eyes met Kesha’s.

“A little.”

Kesha appreciated the answer more than reassurance.

Elise opened the laptop.

“The video has passed three hundred thousand views. We have reported copies that show the children’s faces. It will not remove all of them.”

“Three hundred thousand?” Sophia said.

Lena muttered, “Nobody needs that number.”

Elise continued. “Several news outlets are requesting comment from the foundation. I drafted a statement saying minors are involved and asking people not to share identifying footage. I have not released it.”

“Do it,” Kesha said.

“The family attorney wants to deny that the children are related to Daniel until testing is completed.”

“No,” Daniel said from the doorway.

Nobody had heard him enter the small vestibule.

He had put on a dark overcoat. His hair was damp from melted snow.

Elise did not look at him.

Daniel stepped into the room. “Do not deny them.”

“The statement would be technically accurate,” Elise said. “Paternity has not been legally established.”

“It would make her look like a liar.”

Elise finally faced him. “You were concerned about that an hour ago.”

He accepted the blow.

“I was wrong.”

“That was quick.”

“No. It was late.”

The children watched them with uncomfortable interest.

Kesha nodded toward the kitchen. “Not in front of them.”

Daniel stayed where he was. “They are already in front of it.”

“That does not mean adults get to make it worse.”

Elise closed the laptop.

“I’ll issue the privacy statement without discussing paternity.”

She stood.

Daniel said, “Can we speak?”

“No.”

“Elise.”

“I was upstairs packing when your mother came in and told me not to make an emotional decision. Then she suggested we continue with the engagement because ending it today would confirm the rumors.”

Daniel’s mouth tightened.

Elise slipped the laptop beneath her arm. “I am making the least emotional decision available. I am leaving.”

She looked at the children.

“I’m sorry your first Christmas here was like this.”

“We have other Christmases,” Olivia said from beneath the blanket.

Elise blinked.

“Yes,” she said. “You do.”

After she left, Daniel remained near the door.

Noah picked up his officer cap and placed it on his head.

“Are you staying?” he asked.

Daniel glanced at Kesha.

“No,” Kesha answered.

He nodded. “I’m not staying.”

“But are you coming back?”

“I would like to.”

“When?”

May you like

Daniel hesitated.

Kesha saw him understand the danger of promising too much and the equal danger of appearing unwilling.

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