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She looked away.
Emma lifted her rabbit by one arm. “It was by the baby.”
The funeral music continued for several seconds before someone finally thought to switch it off.
The sudden quiet seemed louder.
Lorenzo led Sophia and Emma toward the cemetery chapel. Marco followed after giving instructions to three men. Paulie remained beside the mausoleum with his wrists secured in front of him by a black plastic tie. He kept glancing toward the gates, as though waiting for someone outside to realize the warning had not been sent.
Inside the chapel, old radiators clicked beneath narrow stained-glass windows. Damp wool and candle wax filled the air. Emma wandered toward a rack of votive candles until Sophia caught the back of her dress.
“Stay next to me.”
“I am.”
“Next to me means close enough to touch.”
Emma leaned against her mother’s knee.
Lorenzo stood on the other side of a small wooden table. For forty-two days, people had treated him as though grief had made him fragile. They lowered their voices around him. Men who had once watched his hands watched the floor instead. Food appeared in his refrigerator. Flowers arrived from judges, unions, contractors, funeral homes, and families whose sons Lorenzo had either employed or buried.
He had accepted condolences because refusing them required energy.
Now his body had remembered its purpose.
“Start with the milk,” he said.
Sophia rubbed the cloth between her fists. “I clean houses. I carry groceries. I warm bottles. None of that means I know where your daughter is.”
“You warm bottles for whom?”
“My daughter.”
“Emma drinks milk from a cup,” Lorenzo said. “She told Isabella that herself in the kitchen. She was proud.”
Sophia’s eyes flickered toward him. She had not expected him to remember.
Lorenzo remembered very little from the weeks before the fire, but he remembered Emma standing on a stool while Isabella cut strawberries. Emma had announced that bottles were for babies. Isabella, eight months pregnant and swollen at the ankles, had applauded as though the child had graduated from college.
“Where is the baby?” Lorenzo asked.
Sophia swallowed.
Emma touched the rabbit’s stitched nose to her mother’s hand. “The blue room.”
Sophia flinched.
Lorenzo lowered his gaze to Emma. “What blue room?”
“The walls are blue. There’s a moon. Mama said don’t touch the little bed.”
“When were you there?”
Emma looked toward her mother for help.
Sophia’s voice cracked. “Don’t question her.”
“I’m not hurting her.”
“You don’t have to touch someone to hurt them.”
The sentence landed between them.
Lorenzo looked at Emma again. “Did you go in a car?”
Emma nodded.
“With your mother?”
Another nod.
“Was it dark outside?”
“Yes.”
“What did you hear?”
Sophia stepped between them. “Enough.”
Lorenzo waited.
That was one of the things people found unbearable about him. He could wait without filling silence. Most people eventually filled it for him.
Sophia did.
“They said they would kill Emma.”
Her voice was almost too soft to hear.
Emma looked up. “Who?”
“No one, baby.”
“You said kill.”
Sophia covered the child’s ears with both hands, an absurd gesture after the word had already been spoken. Emma pulled away, annoyed.
“I’m not a baby.”
Sophia’s composure collapsed by degrees rather than all at once. Her shoulders lowered. Her chin trembled. She turned her face from Emma and stared at a crack in the chapel floor.
“The night of the fire,” she said, “I was in the laundry room. Isabella had sent me downstairs for the blanket from the dryer. The soft one with the yellow edge. She wanted it warm before she put Lucia down.”
The name pierced Lorenzo more cleanly than anything else had.
No one had spoken his daughter’s name to him since the funeral arrangements began. People called her the baby, the child, your little girl. Her name had become too intimate for them to risk.
Sophia continued. “The lights went out. Not the whole house. Just the east wing. Then the alarm started. I ran upstairs, but the nursery door was locked.”
“It did not have a lock.”
“It did that night.”
Lorenzo’s fingers tightened around the necklace.
“I heard Isabella screaming,” Sophia said. “She was inside the bedroom, not the nursery. Smoke was coming under both doors. Matteo came from the hall carrying Lucia.”
“Matteo Russo?”
Sophia nodded.
“He told me Isabella had handed the baby to him through the connecting door. He said to take Lucia down the service stairs. I believed him. Why wouldn’t I? The alarms were going. People were shouting. I could barely see.”
“What happened at the stairs?”
“Two men were waiting. I knew one of them from the garage. Paulie. The other had a mask over his face. They took Lucia from me.”
Lorenzo glanced toward the chapel door.
“Why didn’t you tell anyone?”
“I tried. Matteo found me outside before I reached Marco. He said the baby had stopped breathing. He said the ambulance crew was working on her. Then he showed me Emma on his phone.”
Sophia pressed a knuckle against her mouth.
“She was asleep in Mrs. Alvarez’s apartment. Someone was standing beside her bed. Matteo told me that if I said I had carried Lucia out, the person in the picture would put a pillow over Emma’s face. He told me the official story was that Isabella had been trapped in the nursery with the baby. He told me I would repeat it.”
Lorenzo’s voice remained low. “You let me believe my daughter burned.”
Sophia looked at him then, and grief gave her enough anger to stand straight.
“I let my daughter wake up the next morning.”
The radiator clicked.
Emma had stopped playing with the rabbit. She stared from one adult to the other, understanding only that she was involved in something terrible.
Lorenzo looked away first.
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Outside, a car horn sounded briefly at the locked gate. Someone shouted. Marco’s men answered in quieter voices.
“When did you learn Lucia was alive?” Lorenzo asked.