Chương 9

“What about the statement he wanted me to sign?”
“It may show motive for the argument. It does not prove the strike.”
“He wrote it.”
“That is not disputed.”
“He threatened my career.”
“Afterward.”
Clara felt as though every piece of her experience was being weighed separately until none of it was heavy.
The prosecutor seemed to recognize the expression.
“I am not telling you it does not matter,” she said. “I am telling you what each item can prove.”
“What happens if he says I’m lying?”
“He has already said that.”
“What happens if they believe him?”
“That is possible.”
Clara looked at the blank legal pad in front of the prosecutor.
“Why would anyone report this?”
The prosecutor leaned back.
“Some people don’t.”
The hearing on the protective order came first.
Julian attended in a navy suit. Without cream on his face, he looked like himself again: polished, lean, faintly amused by inconvenience. He did not look at Clara until the judge entered.
His lawyer argued that the contact restriction was unnecessary because Julian had no desire to communicate with her. Priya produced the messages, the calls, and the investigator’s approach outside the courthouse. The lawyer said the investigator had acted lawfully.
The judge extended the order and warned both sides not to use intermediaries for personal contact.
Outside the courtroom, Julian walked past Clara without turning his head.
“You could have ended this,” he said softly.
Priya stopped.
Julian continued toward the elevators.
“Did you hear that?” Clara asked.
“Yes.”
“Will it matter?”
“I wrote it down.”
“That isn’t what I asked.”
Priya adjusted her red glasses. “You ask that often.”
“Because people answer other questions.”
Priya looked toward the elevator where Julian had disappeared.
“It matters to me. Whether it becomes admissible or decisive is a different issue.”
Clara wanted certainty and kept receiving honesty.
In January, Margaret resumed piano lessons with another teacher.
Clara learned through Edith, who mentioned it during a phone call about Rose’s health.
“He is terrible,” Edith said.
“The teacher?”
“Margaret.”
“She was always terrible.”
“She was improving.”
Clara sat at the kitchen table in Maxine’s house, moving a ceramic frog away from her coffee cup.
“Why did she hire someone else?”
“She said you would think she was waiting for you.”
“Was she?”
“Yes.”
Clara pressed her thumb into a crack in the table’s varnish.
“Who is the teacher?”
“A young man named Caleb. He wears scarves indoors.”
“That is not a musical credential.”
“It is all I have observed.”
After the call, Clara opened the score she had been preparing with Margaret before the assault. Schumann’s “Of Foreign Lands and People,” simple enough to play badly and difficult enough to play honestly. Margaret always rushed the middle phrase. Clara had told her the music needed room to hesitate.
She had not recognized the irony at the time.
Clara began teaching group classes at a community arts center in February. The pay was poor, but the director did not ask about the article. When Clara finally mentioned it, the director shrugged.
“My ex-husband has an article too.”
“What kind?”
“Tax fraud.”
“Was he guilty?”
“Very.”
She handed Clara a ring of keys and showed her a practice room with a sticky upright piano and one radiator that clanged every twelve minutes.
The students were adults. A nurse who worked nights. A retired mail carrier. A college freshman who had lied about being able to read music. A widower named Frank who wanted to learn the first eight bars of a song his wife had loved and refused to identify it because he was embarrassed.
Clara liked them.
They made mistakes without turning them into evidence of personal failure. When the radiator clanged, everyone paused, then continued.
Her income remained unstable. She stopped replacing things. She repaired the cracked hinge of her music bag with black thread. She ate dinner at Greenhaven more often because Rose’s meal plan included guest portions twice a month and the staff rarely counted.
Margaret sent no money.
She did send one envelope containing the final check required under their employment agreement, a tax form, and a handwritten note.
I am respecting the boundary you set. I dislike it, which is probably useful.
Clara kept the note in a drawer.
Julian’s petition regarding Margaret’s capacity was filed in March.
He did not seek full guardianship. His lawyers framed the request narrowly, asking for an independent evaluation and temporary restrictions on certain trust decisions because of alleged impulsivity, vulnerability, and conflict with family advisers. The cake incident appeared in the filing as evidence of emotional instability.
Clara’s name appeared seventeen times.
Margaret called after Priya sent Clara a copy.
“I am sorry.”
“For which part?”
“All seventeen.”
“You didn’t write it.”
“I gave him years of confidence that the family would absorb whatever he did.”
Clara sat in the empty practice room at the arts center. Someone had drawn a small smile beneath middle C with pencil.
“What are you going to do?”
“Submit to the evaluation.”
“You don’t have to prove anything.”
“I do if I want the petition dismissed quickly.”
“That sounds like proving something.”
“Yes.”
Clara waited.
Margaret continued. “My attorney also believes your testimony may be relevant.”
“To your memory?”
“To the reason Julian pressured you.”
Clara looked at the upright piano.
“I knew this was coming.”
“You can refuse.”
“Can I?”
“Yes.”
“What happens if I do?”
“The case continues without you.”
“And he says I manipulated you because I’m too afraid to testify.”
“He will say what serves him.”
Clara rubbed the healing ridge near her eye. The bruise was gone, but the area remained tender when she was tired.
“I need time.”
“I know.”
At Greenhaven that Sunday, Rose was wearing lipstick too bright for lunch.
“Date?” Clara asked.
“Bingo.”
“Same thing.”
Rose held up a legal envelope that had arrived at Clara’s old address and been forwarded.
Clara took it.
May you like
“You’re going to testify,” Rose said.
“You don’t know what it is.”