Chương 2

Margaret did not throw it. She drove it forward in one firm motion, both hands on the box, pressing cream across his nose, mouth, and cheekbones. The center strawberry flattened beside his right nostril. Two others dropped onto his pale-blue shirt. One rolled down his chest and lodged briefly in the fold above his belt before falling to the floor.
He stumbled backward into the wooden armchair. The chair legs scraped but held. His hands came up too late, smearing cream along his left sleeve and into his styled hair.
Clara jerked away from the impact and struck her hip against the island. Edith’s teacup remained on its saucer.
For a moment, Julian sat with white frosting covering his face, looking younger than thirty-two and far more dangerous for it.
Margaret let the empty box fall onto the chair arm. The crushed cardboard sagged beside him. She took one fistful of his shirt near the collar and held him against the backrest.
The movement was controlled enough to shame him.
“Leave before the police arrive.”
Julian blinked through the cream. His confidence did not disappear all at once. First came disbelief, then calculation, then a small widening of the eyes when he understood that Margaret was not performing family anger for an audience. There would be no private reconciliation in the library, no sigh about tempers, no check written to make the unpleasantness go away.
“You hit me with a cake.”
“I did.”
“You’ve lost your mind.”
Margaret’s grip tightened.
“Try that sentence again when they get here.”
His hands rose, palms outward. Cream coated three fingers of his right hand. A piece of strawberry clung to his wrist.
“Grandmother.”
“Get out.”
“This is my home too.”
“No.”
The word was quiet enough that Clara heard Julian breathe in afterward.
Margaret released his shirt and pointed toward the entrance.
Julian stood slowly. He looked at Edith, perhaps expecting the housekeeper who had cleaned his childhood cuts and smuggled sandwiches to his room after arguments to intervene. Edith remained seated. Her fingers circled the handle of her teacup without lifting it.
Then he looked at Clara.
She lowered her face before she could stop herself.
The smallest smile touched his cream-smeared mouth.
It said he had noticed.
Margaret stepped between them.
Julian took his phone from his pocket, glanced at the white cream on the screen, and wiped it against the cleanest part of his shirt. He walked toward the entrance with frosting in his hair and strawberries crushed against his chest.
At the door, he turned.
“This is going to look worse for you than it does for me.”
Margaret did not answer.
He left.
The door closed softly, which was somehow more frightening than if he had slammed it.
Clara remained beside the island with one hand on the marble. Her breath came in uneven pulls. She watched the central strawberry lying on the floor beneath the armchair. It had landed upright, red and glossy, with a small white crown of cream.
Margaret did not touch her.
She took out her phone and called the police.
While she spoke, Edith rose with effort and crossed to the pantry. She returned with a roll of paper towels but stood uncertainly over the mess, unable to begin.
“Leave it,” Margaret said.
Edith looked at the cake on Julian’s chair.
“It’s going into the seams.”
“Leave everything exactly where it is.”
“The floor will stain.”
“Edith.”
The housekeeper’s face tightened.
“It was my birthday cake.”
Margaret closed her eyes for half a second. “I know.”
“I don’t even like vanilla.”
Clara made a sound she did not recognize. It might have been a laugh. It might have been the beginning of another sob. She covered her mouth.
Edith tore off one paper towel and handed it to her.
Margaret finished the call. She placed the phone on the island and looked at Clara without moving closer.
“May I see your face?”
Clara pressed the paper towel beneath her eye. It came away dry.
“I’m fine.”
“No.”
The word was not harsh. Margaret pulled out the stool nearest the far end of the island and sat, lowering herself until they were almost level.
“I am not asking you to tell me you are fine. I am asking whether I may look.”
Clara nodded once.
Margaret studied the bruising without touching it. The older mark extended from the corner of Clara’s left eye toward her temple. Fresh redness spread across the opposite cheek where Julian had struck her.
“How long?”
Clara looked at the pastry box collapsed on the chair.
“Clara.”
“A week.”
Margaret’s throat moved. “He did that too?”
Clara did not answer.
Edith returned to her chair. “Tuesday before last.”
Margaret looked at her.
“He said she walked into the pantry door,” Edith continued. “She said the same thing.”
“I did walk into it,” Clara said.
Edith’s mouth turned down. “After he pushed you.”
The kitchen seemed to grow larger around them.
Margaret rested both hands flat on the island. The nails were short and unpolished. Clara had watched those hands stumble through scales every morning for six months, first stiffly, then with increasing confidence. Margaret had learned to play after her husband’s death because silence had become unbearable in the house. She had hired Clara for daily instruction and offered the apartment above the garage when she learned Clara was spending three hours commuting from a rented room in Queens.
Margaret had seemed practical, direct, difficult in tolerable ways. She hated metronomes, disliked being corrected twice, and tipped delivery drivers as though apologizing for the existence of stairs. She had never frightened Clara.
Until now, Clara had not understood how much she had wanted Margaret to notice.
The realization brought shame before relief.
“Why didn’t you call me?” Margaret asked.
The question was meant for both women.
Edith looked at Clara.
Clara folded the paper towel into smaller and smaller squares.
“Julian said you knew.”
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Margaret’s face changed.
“He said you’d asked him to handle the house while you were away. He said you thought I was becoming inappropriate.”