Chương 10

“This isn’t you,” she said quietly. “That woman has turned you into someone suspicious and cruel.”
Gavin almost laughed.
“I learned suspicion at home.”
Her face changed then, not much, but enough. He had struck a place beneath the silk and gold.
“You think your father left you that shop because you were special?” she asked. “He left it because Daniel wanted nothing to do with it and because I spent thirty years cleaning up after both of you.”
Tessa stepped between them.
“We are done speaking informally,” she said.
Margaret ignored her. “When the settlement comes, remember who kept your business alive while you were broken.”
Gavin held her gaze.
“You mean while you took my phone in the hospital?”
For the first time, Margaret looked afraid.
It lasted less than a second.
Then she smiled. “You signed what you signed.”
She walked away.
That night Gavin told Gwen about the exchange.
She was lying on the couch under a blanket, watching a cooking competition with the sound low. A contestant had burned something and was blaming the oven.
“You wanted to scare her,” Gwen said.
“Yes.”
“Did it help?”
“For a second.”
“And then?”
“I wanted another second.”
Gwen muted the television.
“That is what your mother lives on.”
He sat in the chair opposite her.
“I’m not her.”
“I didn’t say you were.”
“You keep comparing us.”
“Because you both decide fear is useful if you’re the one holding it.”
He looked away.
On the television, the judges tasted the burned food with grave expressions.
“My father used to hide money from her,” Gavin said.
Gwen waited.
“He kept cash in a coffee can behind the insulation in the garage. I found it once when I was twelve. He made me promise not to tell.”
“How much?”
“Maybe eight hundred dollars.”
“Why did he hide it?”
“He said your mother can turn every dollar into a vote.”
Gwen looked toward him.
“Did you tell her?”
“No.”
“What happened to the money?”
“He spent it on a fishing boat that sank at the dock.”
A laugh escaped Gwen before she could stop it. She covered her mouth.
Gavin smiled.
“He was not a complicated criminal.”
“No.”
The quiet that followed was not comfortable, exactly, but it belonged to both of them.
Gavin continued. “After he died, she found the empty can. She asked me if I knew what it was.”
“What did you say?”
“No.”
“Did she believe you?”
“She said, ‘You lie badly when you’re protecting a man.’”
Gwen unmuted the television.
“Maybe she knew,” she said.
“Maybe.”
“People can know and still need you to admit it.”
The forensic accounting began with bank statements, tax returns, property records, and company ledgers obtained through formal requests. Margaret’s attorney produced documents slowly and with gaps. Tessa sent follow-up demands. The accountant resigned from representing the family company, citing a conflict.
A new accountant named Harold Kim reviewed the records.
He found that Cole Family Holdings had paid Margaret a management fee for years. That alone was not improper. The amount had doubled after Gavin’s accident. Paige received consulting payments without a contract or clear services. The company had also paid for her car lease, travel, and several purchases at luxury retailers.
At the same time, rental income from the duplex had fallen on paper despite both units remaining occupied.
Gavin visited the tenants with Tessa’s approval. One tenant showed him receipts proving she paid rent every month through an online portal controlled by Margaret. The other tenant had been told to pay Paige directly after a supposed banking problem.
The missing money totaled more than anyone first expected.
Still, not every expense was theft. Margaret had paid property taxes, repairs, insurance, and the house mortgage. She had also covered the metal shop’s rent during Gavin’s recovery after the gantry accident.
“She did keep the shop alive,” Gavin said.
Harold looked at the spreadsheets. “That does not authorize her to own it secretly.”
“She’ll say the management fees repaid her.”
“Then she needs records supporting that.”
“Maybe she has them.”
“Maybe.”
Useful and imperfect.
Gavin began spending mornings at the shop and afternoons on legal or medical matters. He slept poorly. His hand pain returned. One afternoon he snapped at Theo for miscutting stainless tubing, then discovered Gavin himself had written the wrong dimension on the work order.
He apologized in front of the crew.
Theo said, “It’s fine.”
“It isn’t.”
Theo shrugged. “Then buy more tubing.”
The simplicity of the consequence relieved him. Gavin bought more tubing.
At home, Gwen’s treatment resumed. Some days she could walk around the pharmacy parking lot. Other days she stayed in bed and listened to audiobooks because reading made her nauseated. Gavin learned not to ask whether she felt better every hour. He learned to offer two foods instead of six. He learned that she hated peppermint tea and had been drinking it at Margaret’s house because Paige said cancer patients were supposed to like it.
One evening he found Gwen standing in the bathroom without her scarf, studying her scalp in the mirror.
The cuts had healed to faint lines.
He stopped in the doorway.
“Do you need something?” she asked.
“No.”
“You’re staring.”
“I know.”
She turned toward him.
“I’m sorry I pulled the hat off,” he said.
“You thought I was hiding something.”
“I did.”
“I was.”
“Not from me.”
“Yes, from you too.”
He leaned against the doorframe.
“Why?”
She touched the place above her ear where one cut had been deeper.
“At first I didn’t want you to hear the word cancer while you were alone in a motel five hours away. Then I didn’t want you to quit the contract. Then your mother said you would come home angry at me for waiting. After a while every day I didn’t tell you made the next day harder.”
“I wouldn’t have been angry.”
“You were angry when I told you.”
“At myself.”
May you like
“Mostly.”
He looked at her reflection.