Chương 2

“My son is the patient now,” Patricia said.
“No,” Brittany replied, looking up at last. Her eyes were wet but steady. “I am.”
The doctor held her gaze. “Yes. You are.”
The distinction seemed to embarrass the room.
Harrison set the photograph beside the ultrasound image. The grainy profile of the baby faced upward, forehead and nose already suggestive enough that Patricia had spent the previous twenty minutes comparing them to infant pictures of Harrison.
He looked from the ultrasound to the genetic report, then to the closed trust agreement.
“Everyone out,” he said.
Patricia stiffened. “Harrison—”
“Out.”
The five relatives moved first, grateful for instruction. One picked up her handbag and knocked a champagne glass against the bottle. Another murmured that Clara and Emma would be horrified when they landed in Edinburgh. Someone asked whether Luke should be called before the plane touched down. No one answered.
Julia gathered the trust folder and the loose documents. Richard remained beside the table.
Patricia did not move.
“Harrison, you do not owe this woman a private conversation.”
He looked at his mother. “I said out.”
The command carried the old family tone, the one Richard used in boardrooms and Patricia used at dinner tables. Patricia recognized it because she had helped put it in him.
She lifted her chin, adjusted the cashmere shawl, and walked from the room without her champagne. Richard followed more slowly. At the door, he looked back at his son.
There was no anger in his face. That would have been easier.
There was suspicion.
Julia paused beside Harrison. “Do not sign anything. Do not send any messages. Do not make threats. Call me when you are somewhere private.”
“I know what not to do.”
“Today, apparently, none of us knows very much.”
She left with the trust agreement under her arm.
Dr. Roth waited until the door clicked shut. “Ms. Mercer, would you like me to stay?”
Brittany wiped one cheek with the side of her hand. “No. Thank you.”
“You should not leave alone.”
“I’m not alone.”
The doctor looked at Harrison, but did not seem reassured. He placed the open genetic report beside the ultrasound and walked out, closing the door behind him.
The low orchestral music that had been playing through hidden speakers for the celebration had stopped. Someone in the hall had remembered to turn it off. The sudden quiet carried the hum of the air system and the distant metallic roll of a supply cart.
Harrison remained standing.
Brittany sat on the edge of the cream sofa. She held her stomach with both hands now, waiting for a movement that did not come.
“Who is he?” Harrison asked.
She looked at the photograph. “You know who he is.”
“I have never seen that man.”
“You know what he is.”
Harrison’s jaw tightened.
Brittany watched his face. “Tell them.”
“We are not doing this here.”
“You had the chance to say one sentence.”
“My family was in the room.”
“That was why you needed to say it.”
He walked to the window. Boston Harbor showed between buildings, winter light flattened across the water. Far below, a delivery truck waited at a red light. A man in a fluorescent vest stood beside it drinking from a paper cup. Harrison concentrated on the small ordinary scene because everything behind him felt too large.
“You met him without telling me,” he said.
“I told you I wanted his updated medical history.”
“You said you would go through the clinic.”
“The clinic stopped answering.”
“So you found him.”
“I found a registry. Then I found him.”
Harrison turned. “How?”
“That is what you care about?”
“I care that a private investigator photographed my pregnant fiancée with the man whose sperm—”
He stopped.
The sentence remained between them.
Brittany nodded once, bitterly. “There it is.”
Harrison lowered his voice. “You broke the agreement.”
“Our agreement was that we would tell your parents after the first trimester.”
“No. You said we could wait.”
“You said we would wait until the pregnancy was stable. Then you said until the anatomy scan. Then your mother found out I was pregnant and had the trust drafted before I had even seen the final ultrasound report.”
“I didn’t know she ordered a paternity test.”
“But you knew what it would show.”
He looked back toward the door.
Brittany laughed once. It was not amusement. “You’re worried someone is listening.”
“They may be.”
“Good.”
“Keep your voice down.”
“That is all you have ever asked me to do.”
Harrison walked back to the table and picked up the photograph. “Why is his hand on you?”
“He had just told me his sister died at thirty-one.”
“What does that have to do with you?”
“She died of an inherited heart condition.”
The room changed again.
Harrison looked at the ultrasound.
Brittany pressed her fingers into the sofa cushion. “He contacted the donor program two years ago to update his family history. The clinic never notified us.”
“That doesn’t mean the baby has anything.”
“No. It means there is something we need to test for.”
“Why didn’t you call me?”
“I did. You were in the pension meeting.”
“I called you back.”
“Four hours later, from the car, with two people beside you. You asked whether I had approved the fabric samples for the nursery.”
“You could have said it was urgent.”
“I said I needed to speak to you privately.”
“You say that every time you want to discuss my mother.”
Brittany’s face went still.
Harrison heard the ugliness of the sentence after it was too late.
She looked down at her ring. “Gabriel was frightened. He thought the clinic had notified all the families. He has three donor-conceived children registered that he knows of. Maybe more. He agreed to have blood drawn. He apologized to me. I started crying. He hugged me. That is the great affair your mother bought photographs of.”
“Gabriel.”
“Yes.”
“Gabriel what?”
May you like
“Martin.”
Harrison sat in the chair across from her, suddenly unable to remain upright. “And you’re certain he is the donor?”