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“By whom?”
“I believe Carlo arranged it.”
“Did you order the shooting?”
“No.”
“Did you retaliate against Carlo?”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“Because Vella had threatened to expose us. His death benefited me.”
The room became quiet.
Vincent continued.
“I did not pull the trigger. I did not ask for the trigger to be pulled. I accepted the result.”
Rachel Stein placed her pen down.
The prosecutor asked, “Why are you telling us this now?”
Vincent looked at his hands.
“Because my son was poisoned by people who believed fear would protect them.”
“And?”
“It did. For several hours.”
The questioning resumed.
By the time Vincent returned to the hospital, night had fallen.
Emily was sitting beside Noah’s warmer, reading a board book about a bear looking for socks. Noah could not understand the book, but he appeared to enjoy the rhythm of her voice.
Vincent stood in the doorway until she noticed him.
“You changed clothes,” she said.
He wore a plain gray sweater and dark trousers. Without the suit, he looked younger and less protected.
“I met with federal prosecutors.”
Emily closed the book.
“What did you tell them?”
“Everything I could.”
“About Robert?”
“About me.”
She stared at him.
Noah moved beneath the blanket.
Vincent stepped closer.
“I may be charged.”
“What does may mean?”
“They haven’t decided.”
“Will you go to prison?”
“Possibly.”
Emily looked back at the book.
The bear on the cover held one red sock.
“Why?”
“Because the safety plan was right.”
“That is not an answer.”
“Because my life makes you unsafe even when I am trying to protect you.”
Her fingers pressed against the book’s cardboard edge.
“You could have left that life before Noah was born.”
“Yes.”
“Before we married.”
“Yes.”
“Before I got pregnant.”
“Yes.”
“Why didn’t you?”
Vincent sat in the chair opposite her.
“I liked what it made me.”
She looked up.
He forced himself not to look away.
“People listened. Doors opened. Men who laughed at my father stopped laughing when I entered a room. I told myself the money was for us, but I had enough money before I met you.”
Emily waited.
“I told myself I kept violence controlled. Sometimes that was true. Sometimes it meant I decided which violence was acceptable.”
His voice remained level, but his hands had begun to shake.
He put them between his knees.
“I liked being feared,” he said. “I hated that I liked it. I called the hatred proof that I was better than the men around me.”
Emily’s eyes filled.
“And now?”
“Now I saw my son under glass while a machine breathed beside him, and every person I could call was useful only for making someone else suffer.”
Noah made a soft noise.
Emily reached through the port and adjusted the blanket.
Vincent watched her.
“Did you give them Carlo?” she asked.
“Yes.”
“Will he know?”
“Eventually.”
“Will he hurt us?”
“No.”
“You sound sure.”
“I am not.”
She looked at him.
He corrected himself.
“I believe he will not.”
“That’s different.”
“Yes.”
Emily closed the book.
“You don’t get credit for telling the truth after it becomes impossible to hide.”
“I know.”
“You don’t get to turn prison into some noble sacrifice and leave me to raise him alone.”
“I know.”
“You don’t get to decide that cooperating fixes our marriage.”
“I know.”
Her voice rose. “Stop saying that.”
Noah startled.
Both of them froze.
Emily lowered her voice.
“I need you to argue.”
“I have no argument.”
“That doesn’t help me.”
“What would?”
“I don’t know.”
For the first time, Vincent understood that truth could be honest and still useless.
He leaned back.
The monitor beeped. Somewhere outside the room, a nurse laughed at something another nurse said. A floor polisher hummed down the corridor.
Emily looked at Noah.
“Dr. Hart says he may come home tomorrow.”
“That’s good.”
“With the safety plan.”
“Yes.”
“You can be there, but Carla has to stay overnight.”
“I’ll sleep somewhere else.”
“I didn’t ask you to.”
“I don’t want the agency to question it.”
She nodded.
After a while, she asked, “Where will you go?”
“Kessler’s guest room.”
“He has a guest room?”
“He calls it that. It has boxes of tax records and a broken exercise bike.”
Emily almost smiled.
The expression hurt them both.
Carlo disappeared the next morning.
His wife told police he had left before dawn after receiving a call. His phone was found beneath the passenger seat of his Escalade at Newark Airport. Security footage showed him entering a parking garage but not leaving through the terminal.
Federal agents assumed he had help.
Vincent assumed the same.
Quinn arrived at the hospital before Noah’s discharge.
“You told him,” she said.
“No.”
“He vanished within twelve hours of your proffer.”
“Then someone in your building talks faster than someone in mine.”
“We limited the information.”
“So did I.”
Emily stood near the bed, folding Noah’s clothes into the diaper bag. She listened without interrupting.
Quinn placed a photograph on the table.
It showed Carlo entering Robert’s apartment building two weeks before the poisoning.
Vincent picked it up.
“Why was he there?” Quinn asked.
“I don’t know.”
“That answer is becoming expensive.”
“I did not send him.”
“Robert owed your organization money.”
“Yes.”
“Carlo approved the loan.”
“Yes.”
“Carlo visited him without telling you.”
“Yes.”
“And now Carlo is gone.”
“Yes.”
Quinn leaned against the counter.
“Could Carlo have supplied the sedative?”
“No.”
“Could he have suggested using your family to pressure you?”
“No.”
“You are answering those quickly.”
“Carlo would cut off his own hand before touching Emily.”
“Loyal men do strange things when they think the boss has become weak.”
Vincent put down the photograph.
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“You think this was an internal move.”
“I think Robert had money trouble. I think Carlo had private contact with him. I think Diane called your wife and blamed Robert. I think Robert wiped his phone using a missing laptop. I think everyone in this case is telling one honest sentence out of ten.”
