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Richard’s house was twenty minutes from the city, smaller than the estate but still absurdly large. Rebecca had grown up there after her mother died. The front windows looked dark except for the kitchen, where Mrs. Alvarez, the house manager, waited in slippers and a cardigan.

She did not ask questions. She took one look at Rebecca’s mouth, pressed her lips together, and said, “The blue room is ready. I put the humidifier in there because Emma coughs when the air is dry.”

Richard had remembered that. Or Mrs. Alvarez had.

Rebecca carried Emma upstairs. Her father followed at a distance.

The blue room had once been Rebecca’s childhood bedroom. It no longer contained the canopy bed or the horse posters she had hated but been too polite to remove. The walls were gray-blue, the furniture designed for guests who unpacked carefully. Mrs. Alvarez had placed a stuffed rabbit under the covers.

Emma saw it and began crying.

“Not Bun,” she said.

“I know.” Rebecca sat on the edge of the bed. “We’ll get Bun tomorrow.”

“I want my house.”

The sentence opened a grief Rebecca had not prepared for. She had thought safety would feel like relief. Instead it felt like standing in a hotel after a fire, grateful and furious that the building still existed somewhere without you.

Richard stopped in the doorway.

“We can get anything you need,” he said.

Emma looked at him. “I need Bun.”

He nodded once. “Then we’ll get Bun.”

After Emma finally slept, Rebecca stood in the bathroom and tried to remove her stained gown. The zipper caught halfway down. She pulled harder, twisted, and felt the fabric tighten across her ribs.

Her hands started shaking.

She sat on the closed toilet lid, still half dressed, and stared at the marble tile. The house had too much marble. Her father believed it communicated permanence. Trevor liked it because every sound traveled.

A knock came at the door.

“Rebecca?” Mrs. Alvarez said.

“I’m fine.”

The older woman waited. “That zipper has always been cheap.”

It was such an ordinary lie that Rebecca opened the door.

Mrs. Alvarez stepped inside, worked the zipper loose, and helped pull the gown over Rebecca’s head without touching her face. She placed it in a clear garment bag instead of the laundry hamper.

“The deputy said not to wash it,” she said.

Rebecca nodded.

Mrs. Alvarez gave her a soft cotton nightgown that had belonged to no one in particular. “Your father is downstairs making calls.”

“He promised not to.”

“He is canceling tomorrow’s meetings.”

Rebecca closed her eyes. “I hate that I can’t tell the difference anymore.”

Mrs. Alvarez folded the stained dress over one arm. “Then don’t decide tonight.”

In bed, Emma slept with one hand closed around Rebecca’s necklace. Rebecca remained awake, listening to her daughter’s uneven breathing and the occasional soft steps of security staff in the hall.

At two fourteen in the morning, a new phone appeared on the bedside table, configured with her old number. Richard had left it without waking her. There were thirty-seven messages.

Trevor’s sister, Paige, had written first.

Please tell me this is a misunderstanding.

Then:

Trevor says your father had him arrested after an accident.

Then:

I love you, but Emma should not be used against him.

The final message read:

Call me before Richard destroys everyone.

Rebecca turned the phone facedown.

At four, she turned it over again.

There were messages from friends she had not seen in months, members of the country club, a cousin in Boston, two women from Emma’s preschool, and a number she did not recognize. No one knew details, yet almost everyone had selected a version. Some asked whether she was safe. Others asked what had happened in ways that were really requests for reassurance that nothing had happened.

Trevor’s attorney sent a formal message instructing her to preserve all communications and refrain from making false public statements.

At four twenty-seven, Trevor himself called from an unknown number.

Rebecca watched it ring.

He left a voicemail.

“Becca, it’s me. I’m not supposed to contact you, but they haven’t given me any paperwork yet, and I need you to understand what your father is doing. I’m sorry you were hurt. I’m sorry Emma saw you fall apart like that. I should have handled it differently. We both should have. Please don’t let him use this to take our family away from us.”

His voice cracked near the end. Trevor knew how much crack to allow. Too little sounded cold. Too much sounded performed.

Rebecca saved the voicemail.

Then she listened again.

Not because she missed him. Because for three years she had heard love inside that voice, and she wanted to know whether the sound had changed or whether she had.

In the morning, Richard brought coffee she could not drink because the smell turned her stomach. He set it on the table anyway.

“I found a lawyer,” he said. “Maya Chen. She represents executives in high-conflict divorces and has no relationship with Lawson Group.”

“Did you call her?”

“I asked if she was available.”

“That’s calling her.”

“I did not retain her.”

Rebecca looked toward Emma, who was lining up blueberries by size on her plate.

“Send me her number.”

Richard nodded.

“Paige is downstairs,” he said.

Rebecca stared at him. “Why?”

“She came to the gate at seven.”

“And you let her in?”

“She said she needed to see Emma.”

“Emma is not a library book.”

Emma looked up. “What?”

“Nothing, sweetheart.”

Richard lowered his voice. “I thought you might want to speak to her.”

“You thought.”

“Yes.” His jaw tightened. “I am attempting to do what you asked. I am also not going to become decorative while your husband mobilizes his family against you.”

“I didn’t ask you to become decorative. I asked you to ask me.”

May you like

The blueberry in Emma’s fingers burst. Purple juice stained the white napkin.

Richard looked at the stain and exhaled. “Do you want her removed?”

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