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Chương 3

“I don’t care.”

“You will.”

Margaret turned and left the library. Her heels struck the marble with the same measured rhythm until the sound disappeared up the grand staircase.

Victor remained still.

Clara crouched to gather the scattered papers.

“Leave them,” he said.

She looked up.

“The globe too. Don’t move anything yet.”

Her expression changed. Not much, but enough for him to understand that she thought he intended to turn the room into evidence against her.

“I’m not blaming you,” he said.

“I didn’t say you were.”

“You didn’t have to.”

Clara picked up one sheet that had slid beneath her shoe. It was a drawing Ethan had made in pencil and blue crayon. Three figures stood beneath a black circle. One was much smaller than the others. The smallest figure had no mouth.

Victor held out his hand.

Clara hesitated, then gave him the drawing.

“Did he make this today?”

“Last week.”

“What is it?”

“He said it was Saturn.”

“There are no rings.”

“He erased them.”

Victor studied the gray smudges around the black circle.

“Why?”

“He didn’t say.”

Victor placed the drawing on the desk. “How long has this been happening?”

Clara looked toward the door through which Ethan had gone.

“Miss Bennett.”

“Clara.”

He paused. “Clara. How long?”

She pulled the loose cuff back into place. Her hands were steady now. “Your mother began coming to the house more often in January.”

“It’s March.”

“Yes.”

“And you did not tell me?”

“I tried.”

“No, you did not. You did not tell me that she had put her hands on my son.”

Clara’s eyes lifted to his. Soft brown, tired, and suddenly unafraid of him.

“On February third, I called your office twice. Your assistant said you were in a financing meeting. I sent you a message asking to speak privately about Ethan and your mother. You replied that I should handle household disagreements with her directly.”

Victor remembered the message only after she recited it. He had been in Chicago. The acquisition lenders had threatened to walk. His mother had sent him three separate texts accusing Clara of disrupting Ethan’s lessons. He had read everything while crossing a hotel lobby and answered with one thumb.

Handle it with my mother.

He had not asked what it was.

Clara continued. “On February nineteenth, I asked you to come home before dinner. You said Ethan had a caregiver for a reason.”

He looked away.

The dark windows reflected the chandeliers and the two of them standing on opposite sides of the broken globe.

“Why didn’t you report her to someone else?” he asked.

“I should have.”

“That is not an answer.”

“No. It isn’t.”

Her composure shifted. She rubbed the pad of her thumb against the seam of her apron.

“I thought I could keep her from being alone with him. I changed his lesson schedule. I took him outside when she visited. I started staying in the hallway during piano practice. When she complained to the agency, they reminded me that she was the family contact on my placement agreement.”

“I’m the family contact.”

“Not on the document I signed.”

Victor stared at her.

Clara looked embarrassed now, which angered him more than if she had sounded accusatory.

“Your mother selected the agency,” she said. “She arranged the interviews. Your name is on the payroll authorization, but hers is listed for supervision and performance complaints.”

Victor had signed the contract eight months after his wife died. Margaret had placed tabs beside every signature line and told him she would manage the details. He had been sleeping four hours a night, sometimes less. Ethan had stopped speaking at school. The previous caregiver had resigned without notice.

Victor had signed.

“When did she tell you that you were being dismissed?”

“This morning.”

“And you were going to leave without telling me?”

“I was going to wait until you came home.”

“You were told I would be in New York.”

“Your flight changed.”

“How did you know that?”

“Mrs. Alvarez saw the driver return without your suitcase.”

Victor nearly asked why the staff knew more about his movements than his son did. He stopped because the answer was already standing in front of him.

“Where are your things?”

“Packed.”

“Where were you planning to go?”

“A friend’s apartment.”

“For how long?”

“That isn’t your concern.”

“It is if you are leaving because someone in my family assaulted you.”

Clara’s face closed. “That is exactly why it cannot be your concern.”

He understood too late how his question had sounded—less like care than ownership.

“I’m trying to fix this,” he said.

“You’ve known about it for six minutes.”

“And you’ve known for weeks.”

The words came out harder than he intended.

Clara looked toward the morning room again. “Yes.”

“You stayed.”

“Yes.”

“You let my son remain in the house with her.”

“I remained in the house with him.”

“That is not the same thing.”

“No.” For the first time, anger entered her voice. It did not make her louder. “It is not.”

Victor walked to the windows. Rain had begun to strike the glass in thin silver lines. He pressed his thumb against the bridge of his nose.

Behind him, Clara lifted the globe’s bent ring just enough to free a corner of paper.

“I asked you to leave it.”

“Ethan’s handprint is on the brass,” she said. “If you are planning to photograph it, the paper will smear it.”

Victor turned.

She held the ring without shifting the globe itself. She had understood his intention before he had fully formed it.

“I am going to call an attorney,” he said.

“You should call Ethan’s doctor.”

He frowned.

“Not to examine him unless she recommends it,” Clara said. “To ask how to speak to him without making him repeat everything for every adult who feels entitled to an answer.”

Victor took out his phone.

May you like

Clara released the ring and rose. “And you should not ask leading questions.”

“I know how to speak to my son.”

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