Part 5

“You work for the house,” Elara said.
“I work in the house. There is a difference I found convenient until tonight.”
Elara studied her.
Martha had served Gideon through cancer treatments, board wars, two renovations, and a second marriage that lasted eleven months. She had also served Damien when he inherited the title of chairman, if not the trust assets he expected. Her loyalty had always appeared to attach itself to order rather than affection.
“What did you see upstairs?” Elara asked.
“Enough.”
“Did you know about Celia?”
Martha hesitated.
That was the answer.
“How long?”
“I can’t be certain.”
“How long did you suspect?”
“Since September.”
Elara turned away.
September had been when she told Damien she was pregnant.
Martha’s voice remained controlled. “I’m sorry.”
“Did everyone know?”
“No.”
“That also isn’t an answer.”
“Several members of staff suspected. People noticed patterns. Mr. Whitmore instructed them not to discuss Ms. Vane’s visits.”
“And they obeyed.”
“Most people need their jobs.”
Elara placed a hand over her abdomen. The baby shifted beneath her palm.
She had spent months wondering whether she was paranoid, hormonal, ungenerous, difficult. She had apologized to Damien for asking where he had been. She had bought Celia a birthday gift because Celia served on the foundation board and because Damien said excluding her would appear childish.
The gift had been diamond earrings.
Not the ones Celia wore tonight. Those were larger.
“I’m going back to the house,” Elara said.
Naomi began to object.
“Not alone. Martha will be there. Security will be there. Damien won’t.”
“Elara, you’ve been through a physical assault.”
“I was shoved.”
“Yes.”
“I’m not changing the noun to make other people comfortable.”
Naomi closed the folder. “Then I’ll have a security consultant meet us there, and I’ll stay until morning.”
“You don’t have to.”
“I know.”
The east wing of the mansion felt unfamiliar at three-thirty in the morning. Staff had extinguished most of the chandeliers, leaving wall sconces and low lamps to soften the rooms. The floral arrangements from the gala remained in place, too elaborate for the silence around them. White roses leaned over silver bowls. Half-burned candles smelled faintly of wax and gardenias.
The ballroom had been cleared.
A pale mark on the marble showed where someone had cleaned spilled champagne. Elara could not tell whether it came from Celia’s glass. She remembered Celia carrying it out, still almost full.
Security had placed a temporary seal across the door to Gideon’s study.
Elara stopped in front of it.
“Tomorrow,” Naomi said.
“I’m not tired.”
“You’re exhausted.”
“They aren’t the same.”
“No. Exhaustion makes people believe they aren’t tired.”
Martha touched Elara’s elbow lightly and withdrew her hand before guiding her. “The blue room is prepared.”
Elara had always disliked the blue room. Its wallpaper depicted small white birds flying in identical directions. Gideon’s second wife had chosen it during a brief period in which she tried to make the mansion look coastal, despite its location outside Greenwich, Connecticut.
Tonight, the room contained fresh water, crackers, medication approved by the hospital, and a chair positioned beside the bed for Naomi.
Elara changed slowly. The bruise on her hip had darkened. When she removed her pearl earrings, her hands shook enough that one fell onto the carpet.
Martha picked it up.
“I can do it,” Elara said.
“I know.”
Martha placed the earring in Elara’s palm.
Elara looked at the small pearl. Damien had given her the pair on their first anniversary. He had hidden them inside a box of inexpensive tea because she complained that jewelry gifts lacked imagination.
She had laughed for ten minutes.
The memory did not disappear because he had become cruel. That seemed unfair. She wanted the past to reorganize itself cleanly, to expose every tender moment as strategy. Instead, some of it remained tender.
“I loved him,” she said.
Martha turned down the blanket. “Yes.”
“You don’t sound surprised.”
“I would be more surprised if you hadn’t.”
Naomi sat in the chair while Elara lay on her left side and counted the baby’s movements. At ten, she stopped counting but kept her hand where it was.
“What did Gideon know?” she asked.
Naomi removed her glasses.
“He knew Damien was having an affair.”
“With Celia?”
“He believed so.”
“Believed?”
“He had photographs of them entering a hotel in Boston. He did not have evidence of what occurred in the room.”
Elara gave a tired laugh. “He was more careful about conclusions than his son.”
“He was careful when caution served him.”
“What else?”
Naomi looked toward the bedroom door, though they were alone.
“Gideon discovered that Damien had used projected trust distributions to support personal borrowing. The trust had not guaranteed those loans, but Damien represented to at least one lender that he expected control of the assets upon Gideon’s death.”
“Was that illegal?”
“I’m not prepared to characterize it tonight. It was reckless. Gideon also suspected Damien had approved consulting payments to entities connected to people in his private circle.”
“Celia?”
“One entity shared an address with a firm managed by her brother.”
Elara closed her eyes.
“Did Gideon confront him?”
“Yes.”
“What happened?”
“Damien accused him of withholding what had always been promised.”
“And Gideon punished him by giving it to me.”
Naomi did not answer.
“That’s what this is,” Elara said. “A punishment.”
“It was partly protection.”
“For whom?”
“You. The child. The company.”
“And Gideon’s pride.”
Naomi looked down at her glasses. “Yes.”
The admission cooled some of Elara’s anger. Not because it absolved Gideon, but because she had expected Naomi to defend him.
“He used me,” Elara said.
“He trusted you.”
“Those aren’t opposites.”
“No.”
Elara stared at the white birds on the wallpaper. Every one of them flew toward the closet.
“Why didn’t he ask me?”
“He believed you would refuse.”
“He was right.”
“He often enjoyed being right more than he enjoyed being kind.”
May you like
Elara turned her face toward Naomi. “You loved him.”
Naomi’s expression changed so slightly that another person might have missed it.