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The physician introduced herself as Dr. Maya Shah. She spoke in an even voice and did not soften information merely because he looked frightened. Gwen was not in active labor, but her contractions were frequent enough to require observation. The fetal monitoring was reassuring for the moment. There was no indication of direct injury to the abdomen. Dehydration and stress could contribute to uterine activity, but Dr. Shah would not speculate about the exact cause.

“She may stay overnight,” the doctor said. “Possibly longer, depending on how things change.”

“The baby is all right?”

“At this moment, yes.”

“At this moment?”

“That is what we know.”

Lucas looked toward the secured doors.

“Can I see her?”

“She said you could come in after I spoke to you.”

Gwen lay propped against white pillows in a private room, wearing a hospital gown. A monitor traced the baby’s heartbeat in green lines beside the bed. Another band measured contractions. Her hair had been combed away from her face, but the scalp near her temple was red where Brenda had pulled it.

Lucas stopped inside the doorway.

His jacket had been folded on a chair. The dusty rose dress was sealed in a clear hospital bag.

Gwen looked smaller without it, though her stomach rose beneath the blanket like proof that the room contained more than two frightened adults.

He sat beside her.

For a while, neither spoke. A machine clicked. Footsteps passed outside. Somewhere down the hall, an infant cried once and then stopped.

“Where is my phone?” Gwen asked.

“It wasn’t in your purse.”

She nodded as though she had expected that.

“Where did you last have it?”

“Upstairs.”

“Did she take it?”

Gwen picked at a loose thread on the blanket.

Lucas leaned forward. “Gwen.”

“I left it in the bedroom.”

“You never leave it in the bedroom when you’re downstairs.”

“I did today.”

“Why?”

Her mouth tightened.

He heard himself ask the next question in the same patient tone he used with employees who had missed deadlines and hoped to evade consequences.

“What happened before I arrived?”

Gwen turned toward the window.

Beyond the glass, Atlanta rose in pale layers beneath the late-morning sun. A helicopter moved between buildings in the distance, small and soundless.

“She invited people to lunch,” Gwen said.

“I saw.”

“I knew about the lunch.”

“Did you know you were going to be under the table?”

She did not answer.

“I need the truth.”

“No, you need something you can fix.”

The sentence landed without volume.

Lucas sat back.

Gwen pressed the call button. When the nurse answered through the speaker, she asked for water.

“You think I’m trying to manage you,” he said.

“I think you manage everything.”

“I watched my mother hold food against your mouth.”

“And now you’re angry.”

“You think I shouldn’t be?”

“I think you’re good at anger when it starts and ends in the same room.”

The nurse entered carrying a plastic pitcher and cup. Gwen thanked her. Lucas waited until the door closed again.

“What does that mean?”

Gwen drank slowly. Her hand shook against the cup.

“It means your mother has been cruel to me for a long time.”

“I know she can be difficult.”

Gwen gave a tired laugh that contained no humor.

Lucas felt heat climb his neck. “I’m not defending her.”

“You used to.”

“When?”

“Every time I said she embarrassed me. Every time I said she came into our house without calling. Every time she corrected what I wore or what I ate or how I spoke to the staff. You said she was adjusting.”

“I said she needed time.”

“She had four years.”

He looked at the monitoring screen because the green line was easier to face.

“Why didn’t you tell me it had become physical?”

“I tried to tell you it was getting worse.”

“You never said she touched you.”

“She didn’t, then.”

“When did she start?”

Gwen’s fingers stilled on the blanket.

“Three months ago.”

Lucas said nothing.

The room seemed to recede from him. Three months contained business trips, dinners he had missed, weekends spent answering calls, and a charity gala at which Brenda and Gwen had stood together for photographs. Three months contained mornings when Gwen told him she had not slept, evenings when she claimed the pregnancy made her nauseated, and an afternoon when he found her crying in the laundry room and accepted her explanation that she had dropped a jar.

“What did she do?”

“She grabbed my arm.”

“When?”

“At the house.”

“Which house?”

Gwen looked at him then.

The fact that he had to ask made something in her face close.

“Yours,” she said. “The one you keep calling ours.”

Lucas lowered his head.

The Buckhead mansion had belonged to his grandparents. Brenda lived in the east wing and maintained the staff. Lucas and Gwen occupied the renovated west side while their new home was being built outside the city. The arrangement was supposed to last six months. Construction delays had extended it to almost a year.

He had told Gwen it was convenient.

He had told her the house was large enough for privacy.

He had told her not to let Brenda provoke her.

“What happened after she grabbed you?”

“She said I was making you weak. She said pregnancy had made me theatrical. She told me women in this family didn’t use tears to control men.”

“Did she hurt you?”

“She left a bruise.”

“Why didn’t I see it?”

“It was under my sleeve.”

He closed his eyes.

Gwen shifted, and the contraction monitor began climbing. Her breath changed.

Lucas stood. “Should I get the nurse?”

“No.”

The line rose higher.

“Gwen.”

“I know how to breathe.”

He watched helplessly while she inhaled through her nose and exhaled through parted lips. The contraction passed after less than a minute.

When the line fell, she wiped moisture from her upper lip.

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“Today wasn’t the first time she made me kneel,” she said.

Lucas remained standing beside the bed.

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