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My mother gave me forty-eight hours to find a boyfriend or explain my failure in front of eighty guests.

She delivered the ultimatum from the speaker of my phone while I stood at the counter of a crowded coffee shop, close enough to three strangers that one of them stopped stirring sugar into his cup.

“Saturday is about your father,” she said, “and I will not have people asking why you’re alone again.”

I watched the barista wipe foam from the steam wand. “They could not ask.”

“You know they will.”

“Then tell them I’m busy.”

“You’re thirty, Serena. Busy stopped being charming two years ago.”

The man beside me glanced down at his coffee. He was tall, broad through the shoulders, and dressed as though he had spent the morning crawling beneath something mechanical. There was a dark smear near one cuff of his charcoal shirt and another across the heel of his hand. He pretended not to hear, which somehow made hearing him hear worse.

My mother lowered her voice, although lowering her voice had never made anything gentler.

“Lois is announcing something important. This is her weekend. I need you not to make it uncomfortable.”

I looked at the bakery case and counted the remaining blueberry muffins because numbers stayed where you put them.

“One daughter arriving without a man makes the other daughter’s announcement uncomfortable?”

“It changes the mood.”

The stranger beside me picked up his cup.

I said, “I have to go.”

“Serena.”

“I’m at work.”

“You’re in a coffee shop.”

I hung up before she could ask how she knew.

The phone shook in my hand. I shoved it into my bag, turned too quickly, and drove my iced coffee into the stranger’s chest.

The plastic lid came off. Coffee spread across his shirt in a pale brown wave and ran down to his belt.

For a second neither of us moved.

Then he looked at himself and said, “Well. That solves the question of whether this shirt was too clean.”

I grabbed napkins from the counter. “I’m so sorry.”

“It’s coffee.”

“It’s an entire coffee.”

“Still coffee.”

I pressed a stack of napkins toward him. He took them, but not before I noticed the grime beneath his fingernails and a narrow white scar crossing one knuckle. His hands looked used, not neglected.

“I’ll pay for dry cleaning,” I said.

He dabbed at his shirt. “This shirt has survived worse.”

“I can buy you another one.”

“That might hurt its feelings.”

The barista slid a fresh cup toward me without being asked. “On the house.”

I wanted to tell her the house had already done enough.

The stranger’s mouth moved at one corner. He had dark hair that looked as though he had pushed his fingers through it all morning, a short beard, and a face that was not conventionally polished enough to be harmless. His expression was patient without being soft.

“I’m really sorry,” I said again.

“You mentioned that.”

“My mother was—”

“I heard.”

Heat climbed into my face.

He lifted the soaked fabric away from his chest. “Hard not to.”

“That was private.”

“So was the coffee until a minute ago.”

I laughed once, against my will. It came out sharp and embarrassed.

He nodded toward the empty table by the window. “You should sit down before you injure somebody with the replacement.”

I should have left. Instead I followed him.

He set his cup on the table and pulled out the chair opposite him. The gesture was polite, not intimate. I sat because my knees had gone unreliable, and because returning to the office meant opening the family group chat, where my mother had almost certainly begun organizing my humiliation in bullet points.

He remained standing long enough to strip off the wet outer shirt. Beneath it he wore a gray T-shirt, also marked near the shoulder with something darker than coffee.

“I promise I don’t usually undress in cafés,” he said.

“That makes one of us. I do it every Thursday.”

He looked at me.

“I panic when I’m embarrassed.”

“I noticed.”

He folded the wet shirt over the back of the chair. On the inside of the collar, someone had repaired a tear with black thread. The stitches were neat and small.

“I’m Serena,” I said.

“Miles.”

“Thank you for not yelling at me, Miles.”

“I save yelling for structural fires and conference calls.”

I glanced at his hands again. “Construction?”

“Sometimes.”

“That sounds evasive.”

“It is.”

Outside, a delivery truck blocked half the intersection. A cyclist slapped its side as he squeezed past. Miles watched the street for a moment, then looked back at me.

“Are you going to the party?”

I rested my palms against the cold plastic cup. “Apparently.”

“With a boyfriend?”

“No.”

“Then you’ve got forty-eight hours.”

“Thirty-one, actually. It starts at one.”

He checked an old steel watch with a scratched face. “Very organized family.”

“They schedule disappointment.”

He leaned back. “What happens if you go alone?”

“Nothing.”

It was the answer I had given friends for years. Nothing happened when my mother introduced me as “our independent one” in the same tone people used for a dog that could not be house-trained. Nothing happened when Lois asked whether my apartment had begun to feel like a waiting room. Nothing happened when my father gave me self-help books about openness and circled passages on companionship.

Nothing happened, except that I drove home afterward with my jaw aching from smiling.

Miles waited.

I looked down. “They’ll make jokes. My mother will act worried. My sister will pretend she’s helping. My father will laugh because silence makes him nervous. I’ll drink two glasses of wine too quickly and leave before dessert.”

“That sounds like something.”

“It’s not a tragedy.”

“I didn’t say it was.”

The kindness in that irritated me. Pity would have been easier to reject.

My phone lit up on the table.

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LOIS: Mom says you’re making Saturday weird already. Please don’t.

A second message followed.

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