Chương 5

“She was missing for seven months.”
“And when you learned she was alive?”
“I didn’t announce it.”
“To me.”
“To anyone.”
“Why?”
He looked at the floor.
For the first time since Madeline had known him, Adrian seemed to search for a sentence instead of selecting one.
“Shame.”
She almost laughed.
He raised his eyes.
“I know how that sounds.”
“Do you?”
“I was thirty-one. My marriage had collapsed. She left without telling me she was alive. Her lawyers came after me. My partners wanted me to take a leave. Every person I knew had attended a memorial where I stood up and talked about grief. When I learned she was alive, the thought of telling all those people—”
“That you had been wrong?”
“That I had been a fool.”
Madeline studied him.
That, she believed.
Not because it excused him.
Because Adrian hated humiliation with a purity that made ordinary vanity look healthy.
“Did you forge her signature?”
He stared at her.
“Did she tell you that?”
“Yes.”
“No.”
“Did you take loans against her property?”
“With her consent.”
“Did you take my mother’s ring from her?”
His face changed again.
There it was.
The delay.
Madeline heard Celeste’s voice: Adrian knows you found the ring.
“Where did you get it?” she asked.
Adrian walked toward the kitchen.
Nora straightened.
He stopped several feet away.
“Celeste gave it to me.”
“She says you took it.”
“She says many things.”
“Why was Joanna Cross engraved inside?”
“I knew the ring belonged to your mother.”
Madeline felt the room contract.
“Before we met?”
“Yes.”
Nora whispered, “Jesus.”
Adrian looked at Madeline.
“I need you to let me finish.”
“No.”
“Please.”
She hated that the word still affected her.
Adrian rubbed both hands over his face.
“When Celeste and I were married, I found a file in our apartment. Your mother’s name was on it. I asked about it. Celeste told me they had been friends.”
“Were you going through Celeste’s private papers?”
“I was looking for tax documents.”
“Answer the question.”
“Yes.”
“Did you read my mother’s letters?”
“Some.”
Madeline looked away.
That violation felt strangely intimate.
Adrian had read Joanna’s words before Madeline had.
“What did they say?”
“That she loved you.”
Madeline’s eyes burned.
“You don’t get to tell me that.”
“I know.”
“No, I don’t think you do.”
Adrian lowered his voice.
“There was a letter about the ring. Your mother wanted you to have it when you turned thirty. After Celeste left, the ring was still in our apartment.”
“She says it wasn’t.”
“I don’t care what she says.”
“I do.”
“Madeline, I did not steal it.”
“Then why use it to propose?”
He looked at her as if the answer should be obvious.
“Because it was yours.”
“No. It was being held for me.”
“Exactly.”
“No.”
She stepped back.
“You don’t get to decide that those are the same thing.”
Adrian’s face tightened.
“I thought it would mean something.”
“You didn’t tell me.”
“I wanted to after.”
“After what?”
“The wedding.”
Nora actually laughed.
Adrian turned toward her.
“What?”
“You were going to tell her after the wedding that you had secretly proposed with jewelry you took from your allegedly dead ex-wife that belonged to her dead mother?”
“When you say it like that—”
“How else would anyone say it?”
Madeline shut her eyes.
“Stop.”
Silence.
She looked at Adrian.
“Did you know who I was before the museum dinner?”
He did not answer.
That was the answer.
Madeline’s voice became quieter.
“How long?”
“Not long.”
“How long?”
“A few months.”
“You researched me.”
“I knew your name.”
“You attended that dinner because of me?”
Adrian looked toward the window.
Madeline felt something inside her give way with surprising softness.
Not love.
Something beneath love.
The belief that the beginning had belonged to both of them.
Their first conversation had always been one of her favorite stories. She had spilled mineral water on the donor list. Adrian had handed her a linen napkin and said, “There goes institutional memory.” She had laughed. He had remembered her name. He had asked whether she actually liked Renaissance portraiture or only worked near it.
For fourteen months she had treated that meeting as accidental.
Now it became a man arriving with information.
“Why?” she asked.
Adrian sat down.
Nora remained standing.
He looked suddenly older than thirty-four.
“Celeste had files relating to your mother’s estate.”
“What files?”
“Mostly old correspondence.”
“There was a trust.”
He looked up sharply.
Madeline saw it.
“Tell me about the trust.”
“I don’t know much.”
“That was a lie.”
“It wasn’t.”
“You looked scared.”
“I am scared. The woman I love thinks I hunted her for money.”
“Did you?”
“No.”
The answer came too fast.
Madeline said nothing.
Adrian’s shoulders dropped.
“Not exactly.”
Nora muttered, “Always comforting.”
Adrian ignored her.
“Your mother invested in an early fund connected to my father.”
Madeline frowned.
“My mother taught architectural history.”
“She also invested.”
“She hated finance.”
“She hated your father handling all the money.”
Madeline stared at him.
That sounded possible.
She disliked that.
Adrian continued. “There was an old side agreement. Shares, not cash. My father believed the arrangement was settled years ago. Celeste had records suggesting it wasn’t.”
“How much?”
“I didn’t know.”
“How much, Adrian?”
“Potentially several million.”
Nora pushed away from the wall.
Madeline remained still.
“Potentially?”
“It depends how the agreement is interpreted.”
“And when I turn thirty?”
He said nothing.
Madeline stood.
“Get out.”
“Madeline.”
“Get out.”
“I did not fall in love with you because of a trust.”
“But you met me because of one.”
He rose.
“That is not the same thing.”
“No.”
Her voice shook.
“It isn’t.”
Adrian took a step toward her.
Madeline moved backward.
He stopped immediately.
That hurt too.
He knew exactly when to stop.
He knew her.
Maybe that was the worst part.
“I went to the museum dinner because I wanted to meet you,” he said.
May you like
“Because of the trust.”
“At first.”