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“Are you our daddy?”

Hazel’s voice cracked on the last word, but she forced it out again, louder this time, as though the man on the phone might not understand unless she made the question hurt.

Her mother lay facedown beside the drafting table, one arm stretched across the polished marble floor. Coffee had soaked through the edge of a blueprint and turned the clean blue lines the color of an old bruise. Sloan’s cheek rested against a sheet of paper. Her long dark hair covered part of her face, and she had not moved since Iris had screamed her name.

Hazel pressed Sloan’s phone against her ear with both hands. On the screen, beneath the name Griffin Drake, a photograph showed a dark-haired man with gray-blue eyes that looked strangely familiar.

Behind Hazel, Iris held their mother’s cold fingers and breathed too quickly through her nose.

The silence on the phone changed.

Before Hazel’s question, there had been the heavy mechanical chop of helicopter rotors, a man speaking to someone in the background, and the faint electronic murmur of a headset. Now there was only breathing. One breath drawn in. None released.

“What did you just say?” the man asked.

His voice was deep, controlled, and not nearly controlled enough.

Hazel wiped her cheek with her shoulder. “I asked if you’re our daddy.”

“Hazel,” Iris whispered. “Tell him Mom won’t wake up.”

“I did tell him.”

“You told him after you asked about the daddy thing.”

“You said to call somebody.”

“I meant the ambulance.”

“We already called them.”

Their mother’s phone slipped against Hazel’s damp palm. She caught it before it struck the floor.

The man heard all of it.

“Put the phone on speaker,” he said.

Hazel did.

The call filled the room beneath the rain striking the windows.

“Your names,” he said. “Tell me your names.”

“I’m Hazel.”

“Iris,” her sister said, barely above a whisper.

A pause followed. Not the kind adults used when they were deciding what to say to children. This pause felt like something had fallen inside him.

Iris looked again at the photograph on the phone. The man wore a black shirt, open at the throat, and the silver watch on his wrist caught a clean band of light.

“We have your eyes,” she said.

The helicopter noise returned as someone near him spoke. Griffin answered sharply, telling the pilot to turn around.

Then his voice softened for the girls.

“Tell me your birthday.”

Hazel and Iris looked at one another.

Their mother had taught them not to give personal information to strangers. Their mother had also stored this stranger’s number without a last-minute panic label such as Hospital or Mrs. Chen Downstairs. The contact had a photograph, two phone numbers, an email address, and an old message thread with no messages in it.

“December fourteenth,” Hazel said. “We’re eight.”

The phone speaker carried nothing but rotors.

Iris squeezed Sloan’s hand. “Did he hang up?”

“No,” Griffin said.

His voice sounded farther away.

Hazel lowered her face until her cream ribbon brushed her mother’s shoulder. “Can you come?”

“I’m coming.”

“Promise?”

The answer took too long.

“Yes,” he said. “I promise.”

The penthouse doors opened before the paramedics arrived.

Griffin entered without a coat, rain darkening the shoulders of his black shirt. He still held his phone to his ear. For a moment, the Griffin in the doorway and the Griffin on the screen existed together, one flesh and breath, the other a flat photograph beneath Hazel’s thumb.

He stopped.

Hazel had imagined a father arriving in several ways during the private years when she permitted herself to imagine one at all. Sometimes he ran to them. Sometimes he knelt and knew which twin was which. Once, after seeing a movie she was not supposed to watch, she imagined him carrying all three of them out of a burning building.

The man in the doorway did none of those things.

He stared first at Sloan.

His face lost its color.

Then he looked at Hazel, then Iris, and something about the way he shifted his gaze made Hazel feel as though he were reading a sentence written across both their faces.

The helicopter remained outside on the rooftop landing area, rotors slowing but not yet silent. Wind pressed rain against the glass. Loose blueprint pages crawled across the marble.

Griffin lowered his phone.

Hazel lowered Sloan’s.

His eyes were wet. He did not cry.

“Sloan,” he said, his voice little more than air. “What did you hide from me?”

The paramedics arrived loudly enough to break the moment into practical pieces.

Two of them came through the open doors carrying equipment. A third followed with a folded stretcher and asked everyone to move away. Griffin stepped back at once. Hazel did not. The younger paramedic, a woman with a tight braid and tired eyes, crouched in front of her.

“Sweetheart, I need room to help your mom.”

“I’m holding the phone.”

“You can keep holding it over there.”

“She needs her hand held.”

“I can do that for you.”

Iris shook her head and tightened her grip.

The paramedic glanced at Griffin. “Are you their father?”

The question hung between the adults.

Griffin looked at the twins.

“I don’t know,” he said.

It was the first answer Hazel believed without reservation.

Their mother was taken to Harborview. The paramedics would not let the twins ride unaccompanied, and Griffin refused to send them with his security director, a broad man named Daniel who had appeared from the stairwell with an umbrella and several questions no one answered. Griffin went with them instead.

He sat across from Hazel and Iris in the ambulance, knees spread because the bench was too small for him. His silver watch shone under the harsh ceiling lights. A paramedic worked over Sloan between them, checking numbers, adjusting oxygen, speaking in short phrases to the hospital.

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Hazel watched Griffin watch her mother.

He did not look like a man seeing an old acquaintance.

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