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“You were hoping I’d never see the picture.”

He looked away.

Maya moved toward the dress again.

Julian rose.

“I’ll cancel the flights.”

“The tickets are refundable.”

“I know.”

Of course he knew. He had booked them.

He reached for the door, then turned.

“I love you.”

Natalie gripped the fabric of her gown.

“I believe you.”

His face changed with the relief of a person who had misunderstood the sentence.

She continued.

“That is why this is worse.”

He left.

Maya shut the door and leaned her forehead against it.

“I hate him a little,” she said.

“So do I.”

“That doesn’t mean you always will.”

“No.”

“It also doesn’t mean you have to stop.”

Natalie looked at the ring on the vanity.

“Can you get me out of this dress?”

By midnight, most of the guests had gone. Natalie changed into gray sweatpants and one of Peter’s old college T-shirts, which Maya had found in the emergency overnight bag he kept in his car. The shirt smelled faintly of detergent and peppermint gum.

Peter drove them away from Bellamy in his twelve-year-old station wagon.

Natalie sat in the back because the front seat would not recline and her hair still held seventeen pins Maya had missed. The wedding gown lay in a garment bag across their laps. Every turn caused the beaded lace to whisper against the plastic.

At a red light, Peter asked, “My house or yours?”

“Yours.”

Maya twisted around from the passenger seat. “I can stay.”

“You have a flight tomorrow.”

“I can cancel it.”

“You have a trial Monday.”

“It’s a deposition.”

“You told me your client’s entire case depends on it.”

“My client exaggerates.”

“Maya.”

“Fine. I’ll leave after breakfast.”

Peter drove on.

The streets beyond the estate were ordinary. A pharmacy sign blinked. Two teenagers shared fries on the hood of a parked car. A man in shorts walked a small white dog beneath a streetlamp. Natalie watched the dog stop, refuse to move, and force the man to lift it into his arms.

Nobody outside Bellamy knew that her marriage had changed shape before the cake was served.

At Peter’s house, Maya made tea and forgot to put tea bags in the mugs. Peter found them ten minutes later, floating in plain hot water that had already cooled.

No one laughed at first.

Then Natalie did.

The sound came out too high and ended too quickly, but it was enough to make Maya laugh too. Peter shook his head and reheated the kettle.

Natalie slept in her childhood bedroom beneath a faded poster she had once insisted was art. Her phone rested facedown on the desk. It vibrated until nearly two in the morning.

She did not check it.

At six thirty, she woke with a seam from the pillowcase pressed across her cheek. For several seconds, she did not know where she was. Then she saw the garment bag hanging from the closet door.

Her wedding ring was still at Bellamy.

The knowledge hurt differently from the photograph. Smaller, sharper, private.

She checked her phone.

There were messages from cousins, friends, vendors, and three people she did not remember inviting. Most were careful.

We love you.

Thinking of you.

No need to respond.

Julian had sent four messages.

I’m at the hotel.

Flights are canceled.

I’m sorry.

Please let me know when you’re ready to talk.

Eleanor’s message arrived at 1:14 a.m.

Yesterday was stressful for everyone. I hope, after some rest, we can discuss this calmly and avoid turning a private family tradition into something destructive.

Natalie read it twice.

Then she forwarded it to Maya.

Maya called within thirty seconds.

“I’m in your kitchen,” she said through the phone.

Natalie looked toward the open bedroom door. “Why are you calling?”

“I didn’t want to shout up the stairs and wake your father.”

“He’s been awake since five.”

“That man is a psychological threat.”

Natalie went downstairs.

Peter stood at the counter wearing plaid pajama pants and repairing the handle of a cabinet with a screwdriver. The handle had been loose for at least fifteen years.

“You don’t have to fix everything today,” Natalie said.

He examined the screw. “I’m not fixing everything. I’m fixing this.”

Maya slid a mug of actual tea across the table.

“Your mother-in-law has the emotional warmth of an automated parking citation.”

Natalie sat.

“She thinks the problem is that I reacted.”

“Of course she does.”

Peter tightened the cabinet handle once, tested it, and loosened it again.

“Are you going to answer?” he asked.

“No.”

“Good.”

Maya looked surprised. “Mr. Rowan.”

“I didn’t say never. I said not before breakfast.”

They ate toast. Natalie took three bites and left the rest.

At eight fifteen, Daniel Mercer emailed.

The subject line read: Regarding Yesterday’s Portrait.

Natalie opened it at the table.

Dear Natalie and Julian,

I want to confirm that all original files from yesterday have been preserved and will remain subject to the terms of our agreement. I will not deliver, display, edit, or distribute the Ashford family portrait separately without written authorization from both contracted clients.

For transparency, I am attaching the final photography schedule and the correspondence concerning the requested portrait.

I regret that I did not raise the issue directly with both of you before the event.

Daniel

Two attachments followed.

The first was a schedule. At 5:20 p.m., during cocktail hour, it listed ASHFORD IMMEDIATE FAMILY—WITHOUT BRIDE.

The second contained an email chain from Eleanor’s assistant.

Mrs. Ashford would like one private portrait with Mr. and Mrs. Ashford, their four children, and no spouses or partners. Given the sensitivity, please take it discreetly while Natalie is away from the group.

Daniel had replied that he required authorization from the couple because they were the clients.

Julian’s response appeared beneath it.

May you like

Approved. Keep it quick and please don’t make a thing of it. I’ll get Natalie some water and send her toward Maya.

The email had been sent six weeks earlier.

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