Chương 5

Mara typed, You don’t get to fix my job before you know me.
She erased it.
Then she typed, I’m safe. I found a letter. Emil says my first name was Céleste.
The reply came after nearly a minute.
May I tell my aunt?
Mara looked at Emil’s letter.
Not yet, she wrote.
Adrien answered, Understood.
At Albany Community Trust, Box 318 required the key, Emil’s death certificate, and proof that Mara was the executor of his estate. The bank officer examined the documents, disappeared twice, and returned with an apology about procedure.
Mara appreciated the delay. It gave her time to decide she did not want the box opened, then reverse herself.
The safe-deposit room smelled faintly of dust and carpet glue. The officer placed a long gray box on the table and left.
Inside were three sealed envelopes, a child’s hospital bracelet, a small leather-bound notebook, and a bundle of newspaper clippings held together with a rubber band. The oldest clipping showed the blackened ruins of Bellavere’s north residence. Beneath the photograph, the headline read FAMILY TRAGEDY DEEPENS AS SERVANT SOUGHT IN INFANT’S DISAPPEARANCE.
Mara put it aside.
The hospital bracelet read BABY GIRL DE MARCEAU. The date was October 5, 2003.
She had been born one year before the fire, not on the night of it.
For some reason, that detail hurt. She had imagined Emil carrying a newborn from flames. Instead, he had carried a one-year-old who might have known her parents’ voices and reached for them afterward.
The leather notebook contained dates, license plate numbers, and short entries written by Emil.
Oct. 8. Man outside St. Agnes. Gray Buick. Left after Sister Agnes called police.
Oct. 10. News says I stole jewelry. Sun chain only. Lucien gave it as proof.
Oct. 13. Called Bellavere from pay phone. Armand answered. Said child died and I would be arrested if I returned.
Nov. 2. Ruth says we cannot keep moving.
Dec. 19. Papers through Father Michael. Name Mara because Ruth always wanted it.
The entries became less frequent over time.
At age four, Mara had fever and refused medicine unless Emil drank some first. At seven, she broke her wrist falling from a fence. At nine, a man photographed her outside school. Emil moved the family two weeks later.
There were no entries suggesting the man returned.
The first envelope contained documents from St. Agnes House. The second held a letter signed by Sister Agnes, confirming that Emil arrived with a female child shortly after midnight on October 6, 2004. The child smelled of smoke, had a healing vaccination mark on her left thigh, and wore a gold chain beneath her shirt. Emil told the sister that men connected to the family might come looking.
The third envelope was marked in another hand.
For Emil, if I do not return.
Mara knew before opening it that the handwriting belonged to the fair-haired man in the photograph. She had no logical reason. The knowledge came from the way Emil had protected the envelope, enclosing it in two plastic sleeves and sealing the edges with tape.
Emil,
Take Céleste to Agnes. Do not bring her to the main house. Do not call my father’s office. Henri has the inventory books, but not the lake catalogue. If I can get Sofia out, I will meet you at St. Agnes before morning.
The pendant proves who she is. My mother knows the flaw in the amber.
If I am not there, you decide what keeps her alive.
Tell her Sofia sang badly and laughed when corrected. Tell her I was often a coward before I was brave, and sometimes the other way around.
L.
Below the signature, squeezed into the margin, was one more line.
The painted lake keeps what the house denied.
Jo read over Mara’s shoulder.
“What does that mean?” she asked.
“I don’t know.”
“Do you think the countess does?”
Mara folded the letter carefully.
“Yes,” she said. “I think it’s time to ask.”
Vivienne came to Emil’s house instead of summoning Mara to Bellavere.
She arrived in a dark sedan without the foundation logo, accompanied only by Adrien. She wore a charcoal coat and no tiara. Her silver hair remained arranged in the same exact chignon, though a few strands had loosened in the wind.
Mara watched from the window as the countess looked at the sagging gutter, the tarp, and the narrow porch Emil had rebuilt twice because he refused to use treated lumber.
“She looks afraid,” Jo said.
“She owns four hundred acres.”
“Land doesn’t help with porches.”
Mara opened the door before they knocked.
Vivienne’s gaze went immediately to the pendant. Mara had placed it over her sweater deliberately. She was not sure whether the act was defiance, invitation, or both.
“Thank you for allowing us to come,” Vivienne said.
Adrien carried a leather folder and an expression of careful neutrality.
The house had only four kitchen chairs. Jo took one, forcing Adrien to sit beside a stack of unopened mail. Vivienne removed her gloves and folded them in her lap.
Mara placed Emil’s letter on the table.
“His last name was really Voss,” she said. “He didn’t invent that.”
Vivienne read slowly.
When she reached the name Céleste, her lips pressed together. At the sentence about peas and cabinet doors, she looked toward the open cupboard above the sink.
Mara closed it.
“That was his joke,” she said.
“I see.”
“No, you don’t.”
Vivienne accepted the correction with a small nod.
Mara gave her Lucien’s letter next.
The countess did not touch it immediately. Her hand hovered over the page.
“I have not seen his handwriting since the fire,” she said.
Adrien leaned forward, but Vivienne turned the letter away from him.
She read it alone.
At Sofia’s name, she inhaled. At the line about cowardice and bravery, her eyes stopped. She placed one finger beneath the words without touching the ink.
May you like
“That sounds like him,” she said.
Adrien’s control slipped. “May I see?”