Part 5

Mara showed the deputy the message from the cloud backup on her tablet.
It looked worse on the screen than it had when she received it.
Not cruel.
Not suspicious.
Merely absent.
Deputy Brooks copied the exchange.
“What happened after Ms. Vale told you that you were dismissed?”
“I said I would leave after Adrian came home.”
“Why not leave immediately?”
“Because she planned to take the babies somewhere without telling him.”
“You believed they were in danger?”
“I didn’t know. I knew something was wrong.”
“What did she do?”
“She tried to take Elise. I moved away. She said I was proving her point.”
Mara closed her eyes.
The hospital curtain rustled in the air from the vent. Somewhere nearby, a child was watching a cartoon at low volume. Bright voices laughed through the wall.
“I told her I would call the police,” Mara said. “Then she took my phone.”
“Did you resist?”
“I was holding Noah. I couldn’t reach for it.”
“After she tied you, why did she leave the children with you?”
Mara had been asking herself the same question.
“I think she planned to come back with someone.”
“Who?”
“I don’t know.”
“Did she say anything else?”
Mara stared at the paper cup in her lap.
“Yes.”
“What?”
“She said, ‘When they find you like this, remember that you chose the picture they’ll see.’”
Deputy Brooks stopped writing.
Mara swallowed.
“She said Adrian trusted her because she had been cleaning up his life since he was nineteen. She said he would believe I tied myself because frightened women did irrational things.”
The deputy’s face did not change, but her pen pressed harder against the page.
“And then?”
“I told her the knot would prove I couldn’t have tied it.”
“What did she say?”
Mara remembered Celeste crouching before the bench, smoothing the white blanket over the ribbon as though correcting a wrinkle.
“She said proof only mattered after someone decided to look for it.”
Near dawn, Adrian appeared at the opening of Mara’s treatment bay.
He had removed his overcoat. His black shirt was creased where Elise had gripped it. There was a small patch of dried formula near his shoulder.
Mara almost did not recognize him without the architecture of the estate around him.
“May I come in?”
She nodded.
He stepped inside but did not take the chair until she pointed toward it.
“The babies are asleep,” he said. “The doctor says they’re fine.”
“Good.”
“Daniel is with them.”
Mara looked at the curtain.
“And Celeste?”
“At the sheriff’s office.”
“Was she arrested?”
“Not yet. They’re interviewing her.”
He rubbed one thumb against the side of his hand. “They found your phone in her bag.”
“I know.”
“They also found the monitor battery.”
Mara looked up.
“In the pocket of her coat,” he said.
Neither of them spoke for several seconds.
Adrian glanced at her wrists. “I’m sorry.”
She felt an immediate, unreasonable anger.
“For what?”
“For what happened.”
“That’s not an answer.”
His eyes met hers.
Mara had never spoken to an employer that way. Her mother had cleaned hotel rooms for thirty years and taught her that people with money often mistook politeness for agreement. Mara had believed she knew the difference.
In the Vale house, she had begun to lose it.
Adrian leaned back slightly.
“You’re right.”
“I messaged you.”
“I saw the message.”
“You answered me.”
“I remember.”
“You told me to go through her.”
His throat moved before he spoke. “Yes.”
Mara set the tea aside. It had gone cold.
“I’m not asking you to feel guilty,” she said. “I need to know whether you understand that she knew you would do that.”
He looked toward the floor.
“She knew I had made her the gatekeeper.”
“Why?”
“Because I trusted her.”
“That isn’t what I asked.”
He looked tired enough to be honest.
“Because after Leah died, I couldn’t make a decision without wondering whether it was the decision that had killed her.”
Mara said nothing.
Adrian pressed his palms together.
“Leah called me from the hospital three days before she died. She said she felt worse. I told her the doctors were watching her. I told her Celeste was there and would handle it.”
He stopped.
The cartoon laughter sounded again behind the wall, followed by a child’s cough.
“Celeste said Leah was anxious,” he continued. “She said the doctors believed the symptoms were normal after the delivery. I was in Chicago closing a deal. I stayed.”
Mara watched him.
“When I came back, Leah was in intensive care.”
“I’m sorry.”
“So was everyone.”
The words were bitter, but not directed at her.
Adrian looked at the tape around Mara’s wrists.
“Celeste handled the funeral, the hospital review, the nurses, the press, the twins. Every time I tried to do something, she had already done it. I let that feel like competence instead of control.”
Mara thought of Celeste standing beside the crib with a ribbon hidden in her dress.
“Did she give the babies anything?”
“I don’t know.”
“You need to find out.”
“I will.”
“No. Not your lawyer. Not Celeste’s doctor. You.”
He absorbed that without protest.
Mara expected a promise. Instead he nodded once.
“I don’t know how,” he said.
The admission softened something in her despite herself.
“The pediatrician can order tests if there’s reason,” she said. “The amber bottle may still be somewhere in the house. Check disposal bins. Ask staff before they have time to decide what answer keeps their jobs.”
Adrian took out his phone, then paused.
“May I write that down?”
“Please.”
He made notes.
It was the first time Mara had seen him receive an instruction without immediately looking toward someone else for confirmation.
When he finished, he put the phone away.
“The deputies asked whether you want to return to the estate tonight.”
“I don’t.”
“You don’t have to.”
“I don’t want to return at all.”
His face tightened, but he nodded.
May you like
“I understand.”
“I need my things.”