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Part 2

The paramedic, a woman with tired eyes and a braid tucked into her jacket, did not react to the inconsistency.

“What do you remember?”

Elena looked down at her handbag. The structured leather was scraped along one corner. Adrian had given it to her on their seventh anniversary after telling her that the canvas tote she used for work made her look like a graduate student. She had disliked the bag at first because it was stiff and too formal. Eventually, she had begun carrying it every day.

“I remember the chair falling,” she said. “I remember the plate breaking. I remember calling.”

“That’s enough for now.”

Inside the orangery, the relatives were being separated. Officer Ruiz directed Nora toward the library. Philip was told to remain in the dining room. Beatrice and Miles were taken to different ends of the corridor. Celeste objected to the arrangement in a low voice. Adrian objected more plainly.

Elena watched none of it for long. The paramedic placed a blood pressure cuff around her arm. The fabric tightened. Elena concentrated on the hiss as it loosened.

“Is there someone you want us to call?” the paramedic asked.

Elena almost gave her mother’s number, though her mother had been dead for three years. The impulse was so ordinary and immediate that she had to close her eyes.

“There’s a friend,” she said. “Rachel Dunn.”

“Do you know her number?”

Elena did. She had known it since they were seventeen and Rachel’s parents refused to buy her a cellphone, forcing her to memorize everyone else’s.

The paramedic entered the number into her own phone and stepped a few feet away. Elena sat with both hands around her handbag. Her phone had been placed in a clear evidence sleeve by Sergeant Kim after Elena mentioned that she had photographed the documents on the table before the argument. She had resisted handing it over for half a second, not because she wanted to hide anything, but because the device had become the only object in the world that seemed unquestionably hers.

The baby moved again.

Elena pressed her palm to the place.

Rachel answered on the second call and arrived before the ambulance left.

She came up the drive in an old green Subaru with one headlight slightly dimmer than the other. She wore pajama pants beneath a wool coat and had put on different shoes, one black running shoe and one navy one. When she saw Elena sitting at the back of the ambulance, she stopped so abruptly that Sergeant Kim reached out as if to steady her.

Rachel looked toward the orangery, where Adrian stood behind glass speaking to Officer Ruiz. Then she looked back at Elena.

“What happened?”

Elena could not answer in front of everyone. She had spent nine years making explanations for Adrian, and the truth felt strangely private even now.

Rachel climbed into the ambulance and sat beside her.

“Okay,” she said. “You don’t have to tell me yet.”

Elena stared at Rachel’s mismatched shoes.

“You dressed in the dark.”

“I dressed in panic.”

A laugh escaped Elena before she could stop it. It was small and inappropriate and ended too quickly. Rachel took her hand.

The paramedics recommended transport to the hospital for fetal monitoring. Elena agreed. Rachel followed in her car. As the ambulance turned down the estate drive, Elena saw the orangery one last time through the rear windows.

The house had always impressed visitors most at night. Light gathered in the glass structure like something protected from weather and ordinary life. Adrian’s father had called it the jewel box. Celeste preferred orangery, correcting anyone who called it a conservatory.

Now officers moved behind the panes, photographing the table and the broken plate. Adrian stood near the entrance with his jacket removed and his hands visible. Celeste sat alone at the head of the table, no longer straight-backed. Her fingers were locked around her pearls.

The ambulance passed through the iron gates.

Elena watched the estate disappear and waited for regret.

It did not come.

At Danbury Hospital, a nurse named Keisha helped Elena change into a gown and placed two monitors across her abdomen. One tracked the baby’s heartbeat. The other registered contractions. The room was painted a color that might once have been intended as peach. A television mounted near the ceiling played a home renovation program with the sound off.

The fetal heartbeat filled the room in quick, steady bursts.

Elena listened until the muscles in her jaw loosened.

Rachel sat in the visitor’s chair with her coat still buttoned. She had brought Elena’s handbag but not the phone, which remained with the police. Every few minutes she looked toward the door.

“Is he coming here?” she asked.

“I don’t know.”

“Can he?”

“I don’t know.”

Rachel rubbed both hands over her face.

“I hate not knowing things.”

“You were always bad at it.”

“I once opened a Christmas present three weeks early and rewrapped it.”

“You rewrapped it in newspaper.”

“I was eight.”

“You used the sports section.”

Rachel looked at Elena, and the humor left her face.

“Has he done this before?”

The fetal monitor clicked softly.

Elena studied the ceiling tile above the television. One corner sagged slightly lower than the others.

“He’s grabbed my wrist,” she said. “Twice. Maybe three times.”

“Maybe?”

“I remember two clearly.”

Rachel waited.

“He blocked a doorway once. He threw a glass at the sink. Not at me.”

“Tonight?”

Elena swallowed. The nurse had cleaned the scrape near her hairline. It did not require stitches. The mark on her shoulder was already fading at the edges.

“He tried to take the folder. I wouldn’t let go. His arm caught me here.” She touched her shoulder. “I stepped backward. The chair was behind me. I hit the table. The plate broke.”

“Did he push you?”

“I don’t know what word he would use.”

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“I’m not asking what word he would use.”

Elena turned her head toward the fetal monitor. “He moved me.”

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