Chương 3

“I’ll get the charger.”
He crouched beside the bag, unzipped the top pocket, and searched without looking inside. After a few seconds, he swore under his breath.
“I must have left it in the car.”
“I packed it this morning.”
“You were bleeding this morning. Maybe you thought you packed it.”
Grace felt something colder than fear.
She had placed the white cord into the outside pocket herself while Caleb searched for her insurance card. She could still see the little bend near the plug where the plastic had split.
“I’ll buy another one,” he said. “The gift shop might still be open.”
He zipped the bag, tucked it beneath the chair with his foot, and left.
Grace waited until his footsteps disappeared.
Marisol had been replaced by a night nurse named Tasha, who entered to check the IV and asked whether Grace wanted the overhead lights dimmed.
“Could you close the door?” Grace asked.
Tasha did.
Grace unplugged the monitor leads from the portable unit long enough to shift sideways. She should not have been climbing out of bed. She knew that. Her body knew it too. The contraction medication had left her muscles unsteady, and the IV pole rattled when she pushed herself upright.
The overnight bag sat less than four feet away.
She reached it by stretching from the edge of the bed.
The zipper sounded enormous.
Inside were Caleb’s dark T-shirt, his razor, deodorant, the folded gray sweater, a paperback he had been pretending to read for three months, and the phone charger coiled beneath a pair of socks.
Grace held the charger in one hand.
For a moment she almost stopped. The lie was small enough to understand. He had not wanted her opening the bag. People lied badly when frightened.
She lifted the sweater.
A sealed white collection kit lay beneath it.
The box had a blue medical courier strip across the top and a clear plastic pouch containing paperwork. Grace recognized the words cord blood before she understood why they were there.
She lifted the kit onto the blanket above her belly.
The fetal monitor resumed its steady rhythm.
On the label, beneath a barcode and a transplant program number, someone had typed:
Designated recipient: Mason Morgan — Age: Eight.
Grace read the name three times.
Morgan.
Not a client. Not a cousin whose last name she would have known. Not a hospital mistake carried into Caleb’s bag by accident.
Footsteps approached in the hallway.
Grace turned the kit over, searching for another explanation. A coordinator’s business card had been clipped beneath the plastic. Pediatric Cellular Therapy Program. Harbor Children’s Center.
The footsteps slowed outside her door.
She looked at the overnight bag, the folded sweater, the charger in her hand. There was no time to put everything back without making the room tell on her.
The door handle began to turn.
Grace set the kit squarely on her belly.
Caleb entered carrying a paper sack from the cafeteria and stopped before the door closed behind him.
The color left his face.
“Who is Mason,” Grace asked, “and why does he need my baby?”
The paper sack folded in Caleb’s grip. A plastic soup container tipped sideways inside it.
He shut the door carefully.
Grace watched him look first at the kit, then toward the call button near her hand.
“Lower your voice,” he said.
She almost laughed.
It came out as a thin breath. “You shouted across my hospital bed that another man loved me, and now you want me to lower my voice?”
“I can explain.”
“Start with his name.”
Caleb put the bag of food on the counter. “You need to stay calm.”
“His name.”
“He’s my son.”
The monitor continued beeping.
The room did not change. The cabinets remained closed. The IV line remained taped to Grace’s wrist. Outside, a cart rolled past with a squeaking wheel.
Grace’s mind supplied several wrong meanings before it accepted the plain one.
“Your what?”
“My son.”
“You don’t have a son.”
Caleb rubbed his mouth. “I do.”
“No.”
“Grace.”
“No, you don’t. You have a brother in Arizona and two nieces. Your father died four years ago. Your mother sends us birthday cards with checks even though we’re almost forty. You don’t have a son.”
“He was born before we met.”
“How long before?”
“About a year.”
Grace looked at the label.
“Eight years old.”
“He turned eight in May.”
“You and I met nine years ago.”
“I know.”
The contraction came quietly this time. A tightening rather than pain. Grace pressed both hands over the baby and waited for it to pass.
Caleb moved toward her.
“Don’t.”
He stopped.
“Who is his mother?”
“Nora Vale.”
The name carried no memory.
“Did you marry her?”
“No.”
“Did you live with her?”
“For a while.”
“Did you know about him when you married me?”
Caleb looked down.
The answer arrived before he spoke.
“Yes.”
Grace reached for the call button, then did not press it. Not yet.
“How often do you see him?”
“Grace, this is complicated.”
“How often?”
“Not much before he got sick.”
The final word changed the air.
Grace looked again at the white box.
“What does he have?”
“A bone marrow disorder. Severe aplastic anemia. His marrow isn’t making enough blood cells.”
She knew enough medicine to understand the shape of the problem. Before leaving bedside nursing, Grace had cared for patients whose immune systems had been stripped down to nearly nothing while doctors searched for stem cells that might rebuild them. She also knew enough to hear the gaps in Caleb’s explanation.
“How sick?”
“He’s been in and out of Harbor Children’s for fourteen months.”
“And you never told me.”
“I was going to.”
“When?”
Caleb glanced at the label.
“After the baby was born?”
He sat heavily in the chair.
Grace stared at him. “You planned to introduce your secret eight-year-old son after taking our daughter’s cord blood for him.”
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“That isn’t fair.”
“The collection kit is under your sweater.”