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Part 10

Poppy sat in Gabriel’s lap on the sofa.

Amelie sat across from them.

The space was private enough for quiet voices, but open enough that the child could see the courtyard and the ivory door beyond it.

“Can you tell me where you live?” Gabriel asked.

Poppy’s eyelids were heavy.

“Near the water.”

“What city?”

“My mommy says it’s not a city.”

He almost smiled.

“Do you know the name?”

“Harbor.”

“Harbor what?”

“Harbor Lane.”

Gabriel looked at Amelie.

It was not enough.

Poppy reached into her backpack again and pulled out a small silver locket on a chain.

“Mommy said to give you this.”

Gabriel stared at it.

The locket was oval-shaped, engraved with a tiny branching tree.

He knew it.

Not because he had seen that exact one before, but because he had given Marin one nearly identical eight years ago. He had bought it from a small antique shop after she told him she hated expensive jewelry but liked things that looked like they had survived somebody else’s life.

She had laughed when he gave it to her.

“You are impossible,” she had said.

“You like it.”

“I do.”

He had thought she wore it because it reminded her of him.

Maybe she wore it because it reminded her of a version of herself that had trusted him.

Gabriel opened the locket.

Inside was a tiny folded photograph.

Marin held a newborn Poppy against her chest. Her face was exhausted and fierce. Beneath the photograph was a line written in small ink.

For the person she was never supposed to lose.

Gabriel’s throat closed.

Amelie saw the inscription.

Her eyes filled.

Poppy leaned against him.

“Mommy said you would understand.”

“I do,” he said.

But he did not.

He understood only that someone had kept this child from him. Someone had frightened Marin enough that she had raised Poppy without telling him. Someone had brought Poppy to the wedding as if the day were an appointed time, as if the truth had been waiting for the exact moment Gabriel was about to promise his future to another woman.

Amelie looked toward the dark courtyard.

“Who knew you were getting married here?” she asked.

“Everyone in our lives,” Gabriel said.

“Not everyone knew the time.”

“The invitation had the time.”

“Not everyone had access to the estate.”

He stared at her.

“Are you saying someone close to us did this?”

“I’m saying someone planned it.”

Poppy whispered, “The lady said she knew both families.”

The room went still.

Gabriel looked at the child.

“Did she say that?”

Poppy nodded.

“She said she knew how people like you made problems disappear.”

Amelie closed her eyes.

Gabriel felt the words move through him like cold water.

People like you.

He had spent his life resisting that phrase. He was not his father. He did not make threats. He did not pay people to go away. He did not decide whose fear was inconvenient.

But he had benefited from a life built by men who did.

And maybe Marin had known that more clearly than he had.

Amelie spoke quietly.

“Do you know what she meant?”

Gabriel stared at the locket in his hand.

“No.”

But he did.

At least, he feared he did.

His father had once told him that every family had messes, and the difference between good families and bad ones was whether they knew how to contain them. Gabriel had been seventeen. He had thought the phrase was about privacy. He had not understood that containment could mean silence. It could mean money. It could mean a frightened woman being told there was nowhere safe to take the truth.

Poppy’s head rested against his chest.

“Daddy?”

Gabriel looked down.

“Yes?”

“Did you know Mommy before?”

“Yes.”

“Was she happy?”

He thought of Marin dancing barefoot in their kitchen. Of Marin laughing at his serious face. Of Marin sitting in a bookstore window with rain on the glass behind her, reading the last page of a novel before starting at the beginning because she liked knowing where things ended.

“Yes,” he said.

“Did you make her sad?”

Gabriel’s eyes burned.

Amelie looked away.

“Yes,” he said.

Poppy was quiet for a long time.

Then she said, “You should say sorry.”

He let out a breath that almost became a laugh.

“I should.”

“Are you going to?”

“Yes.”

“When?”

“When I find her.”

The words sounded too hopeful when he said them.

Poppy looked at him.

“She said you might not.”

Gabriel went still.

“What did she mean?”

The child’s mouth trembled.

“She said sometimes people leave because they don’t know how to come back.”

Amelie’s face changed.

Gabriel felt the sentence strike something deep in him.

May you like

Marin had said that once.

Not exactly those words. But close enough.

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