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Chương 12

Neither mentioned the mansion.

The second meeting happened at Bracken Mill.

Celia invited Robert to inspect the work after the lender approved the revised completion schedule. Robert nearly declined. Then Mara called and said the restored west stairwell would interest him because the original iron treads had been preserved.

He went for the stairs.

Ethan met him at the site entrance wearing work boots, a hard hat, and a reflective vest over a blue shirt. He looked tired and less polished.

“You’re late,” Ethan said.

“Three minutes.”

“Mara said you’d be early.”

“Mara is learning disappointment.”

Ethan’s mouth moved at one corner.

They walked through the mill.

Construction noise filled the main hall. Workers installed framing in the future apartments. The air smelled of cut lumber, dust, and cold brick. Red paint marked utility routes on the floor.

Ethan explained the revised plan without selling it. He identified delays, pending approvals, and unresolved tenant concerns. When he did not know an answer, he said so.

Robert found that more difficult to listen to than confidence.

At the west stairwell, Mara showed them the restored iron treads. Robert crouched to examine the fasteners.

“Original pattern,” she said. “New anchors.”

He nodded. “Good.”

Ethan stood behind him.

Robert rose slowly. His knee protested, and Ethan reached out before stopping himself.

Robert noticed.

Neither spoke of it.

On the third floor, they looked through tall windows toward the river. The unfinished rooftop event space was visible below, wrapped and dormant.

“I fought to keep that,” Ethan said.

“It was expensive.”

“It was beautiful.”

“Those are often related.”

Ethan leaned against a brick column. “Celia says maybe phase two.”

“Perhaps.”

“She says perhaps when she means no.”

“That is an executive skill.”

Ethan looked at him. “You would like her.”

“I do.”

“I know.”

There was no accusation in his voice, which made Robert wish there had been.

They continued through the building.

Near the residential wing, Ben passed carrying rolled plans. He greeted Ethan, then Robert. His manner was polite but cool.

“How is your wife?” Robert asked.

“Good. Baby came early.”

“Boy or girl?”

“Girl. June.”

“June?”

“That’s her name.”

Robert nodded. “Good name.”

Ben thanked him and kept walking.

Robert turned to Ethan. “I thought the baby was due in December.”

“She was.”

“Everything all right?”

“Now.”

Robert waited for more.

Ethan did not provide it.

That was new too.

Outside, they removed their hard hats.

Robert brushed brick dust from his cardigan.

Ethan said, “The house closes Friday.”

“I heard.”

“Vanessa thinks I told Dana to tell you.”

“I asked Dana not to report on your marriage.”

“You asked?”

“Yes.”

Ethan looked toward the river.

“We’re moving to a townhouse near her office,” he said. “Two bedrooms.”

“You’ll hate sharing a wall.”

“Probably.”

A truck backed toward the loading area, beeping steadily.

Ethan pushed his hands into his pockets.

“I blamed you for the board removing me,” he said.

“You still can.”

“I do. Some days.”

Robert nodded.

“I also lied,” Ethan continued. “Not because you made me. Because I didn’t want to fail where you could see it.”

“That sounds related.”

“It is. It isn’t the same.”

“No.”

Ethan scraped mud from one boot against the other.

“At the hotel, you said I stood there while Vanessa put your things outside.”

“You did.”

“I keep replaying it.”

Robert looked at the mill entrance.

“So do I.”

“I thought if I defended you, she would leave. If I defended her, you would cancel the money.”

“You were correct about one of those.”

Ethan gave a tired laugh.

Robert said, “I should not have made money the third person in your marriage.”

“You were more like a weather system.”

“That seems dramatic.”

“You had seasons.”

Robert almost objected.

Instead, he smiled.

The expression surprised both of them.

It faded, but not completely.

Ethan said, “I’m sorry I looked away.”

Robert’s throat tightened.

He bent to pick a small piece of brick from the tread of his shoe, though it did not need removing.

“I’m sorry I asked you to choose in front of everyone,” he said.

“It wasn’t the first time.”

“No.”

“Just the first time with caterers.”

Robert straightened. “They were poor caterers.”

“The tart was good.”

“It was too sweet.”

“Mom would have liked it.”

“Yes.”

For a moment, they stood beside the unfinished mill and allowed Helen to be dead without turning her into an argument.

Then Ethan’s radio crackled.

Mara asked for him on the second floor.

“I have to go,” he said.

“I know.”

Ethan took two steps, then turned back.

“Do you still have the photograph?”

“Yes.”

“Vanessa thought you might have thrown it away.”

“Why would I?”

“I don’t know.”

Robert put on his coat.

“Come to the apartment Sunday,” he said. “You can see it.”

Ethan’s face remained careful. “Both of us?”

Robert took a breath.

“Both.”

Sunday arrived with freezing rain.

Vanessa brought soup from a market near their townhouse because Robert’s kitchen table was too small for the meal she had planned. Ethan carried a loaf of bread and a paper bag containing a new frame.

Robert noticed the frame immediately.

He did not mention it.

His apartment had four chairs, though only three matched. The pharmacy sign outside blinked red through the early darkness. A college student in the unit above dropped something heavy every fifteen minutes.

Vanessa looked around.

“You bought curtains,” she said.

“They came with the apartment.”

“You rehung them.”

“They were uneven.”

Ethan removed his coat. “There he is.”

Robert took the soup to the stove.

Dinner was awkward.

Vanessa asked about Bracken Mill. Robert asked about her consulting work. Ethan complained that Celia required written agendas for meetings under fifteen minutes. Vanessa said this seemed reasonable. Ethan accused her of joining the enemy.

For several seconds, no one remembered to be wounded.

After they ate, Ethan opened the paper bag.

“The frame isn’t expensive,” he said.

“I didn’t ask.”

“The old one was damaged.”

“I know.”

Vanessa stood and carried the photograph from the bookshelf. She held it by the edges.

“I had the print cleaned,” she said. “The crease couldn’t be removed completely.”

Robert looked at the white line in the sky above Ethan’s younger face.

“It’s fine.”

Ethan unpacked the new frame. It was plain dark wood, closer to Robert’s taste than Vanessa’s.

They placed the photograph inside together.

When Ethan lifted it, he glanced around the room. “Where do you want it?”

Robert pointed toward the wall beside the kitchen.

“There?”

“If you don’t mind.”

“It’s your wall.”

Robert heard his own old habit in the sentence. Permission disguised as generosity. Distance disguised as respect.

He changed it.

“Hang it there,” he said.

Ethan took a small hammer from the toolbox Robert kept beneath the sink. He measured the wall with the dented metal tape measure from the silver suitcase.

Robert watched him mark the spot.

Vanessa stood near the window, twisting her wedding ring. She had begun wearing it again two weeks earlier. She noticed Robert looking and moved her hand into her pocket.

No one commented.

Ethan drove the nail too high.

Robert saw the mistake before the hammer struck the second time. The correction rose automatically into his throat.

He swallowed it.

Ethan hung the frame.

The photograph tilted slightly to the left.

Vanessa studied it.

“So,” she said.

Ethan stepped back. “It’s crooked.”

“A little,” Robert said.

Ethan reached toward it.

May you like

Then he lowered his hand.

They left it crooked while the freezing rain tapped the window and the pharmacy sign turned the room red, dark, and red again.

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