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“I did.”

“That could become a problem.”

“I know.”

“Did you photograph everything?”

“Yes.”

“Did you change anything?”

“No.”

“Did you tell our attorney how you got it?”

“Yes.”

Emily handed the phone back. “Good.”

Daniel gave her a tired look. “That’s all?”

“What do you want me to say?”

“That you’re angry.”

“I am.”

“At me.”

“I don’t have enough energy to separate everyone properly.”

He almost smiled.

Then his face changed again. “There were messages about Lily.”

Emily heard the shift in his voice.

“What kind of messages?”

“Your mother asked Madison whether the adoption could be reversed.”

The corridor seemed to narrow.

Daniel continued before she could speak. “Madison said she had called the agency. She wrote that they wouldn’t discuss anything without you or me, so she was going to document that we were unstable.”

Emily’s fingers went numb against the armrest.

“My mother asked that?”

“Yes.”

“Exactly?”

“Yes.”

“Show me.”

“Not here.”

“Show me.”

He did.

The screenshot contained six messages.

Margaret: We need to know if there is a way to pause things until Emily is herself again.

Madison: The adoption is final. They said they can’t just take her back.

Margaret: There must be somewhere safe for her.

Madison: I can establish that Em and Daniel aren’t available.

Margaret: Don’t make this uglier than it needs to be.

Madison: It’s already ugly. She needs to think about the family she can still have.

The final message had been sent while Emily was in surgery.

She read it twice.

Then she handed the phone back because she was afraid she might drop it.

Daniel crouched in front of the wheelchair. “Say something.”

Emily watched a housekeeping employee push a mop bucket toward the elevators. One of the wheels squeaked every few feet.

“My mother doesn’t type contractions,” she said.

“What?”

“She writes ‘cannot,’ not ‘can’t.’ Even in text messages.”

Daniel looked at the screenshot.

“This was Madison,” Emily said. “She had Mom’s tablet.”

“The earlier messages in the thread sound like your mother.”

“Maybe.”

“Emily.”

“She doesn’t type like that.”

“Maybe she was upset.”

“She uses periods.”

Daniel stood slowly. “You’re doing it again.”

“Doing what?”

“Looking for the smallest possible escape.”

“I’m checking whether the evidence is reliable.”

“You’re protecting her.”

“I’m protecting us from accusing someone based on a screenshot you took from an unlocked device.”

“I told the attorney exactly where it came from.”

“And that’s good. But we don’t know who typed what.”

“We know your mother knew.”

Emily looked through the door again.

Lily had climbed down from the chair. She was standing beside the sink, trying to reach the soap dispenser without letting go of the rabbit.

Daniel opened the door and helped her.

The argument ended because life required something else.

They left St. Mary’s after dark.

The officer had Madison’s SUV moved away from the entrance before Emily came out. The torn authorization was gone. The wet pavement still reflected the red glow of brake lights and the white shine of the hospital sign.

Daniel loaded the wheelchair into the back of their accessible van. It took longer than usual because his hands kept slipping on the ramp controls. Emily waited beneath the awning with Lily and the discharge nurse.

“You have my number,” the nurse said.

Emily nodded.

“I mean it. Fever, increased pain, new bleeding, dizziness, vomiting, anything unusual.”

“Yes.”

“And rest.”

Emily looked toward Daniel, who had accidentally lowered the ramp when he meant to raise it.

“I’ll put it on the schedule.”

The nurse did not laugh. “People think rest means doing normal things while sitting down. It does not.”

Lily looked up at her. “What does it mean?”

“It means your mom is allowed to be boring for a while.”

Lily considered this. “She doesn’t like boring.”

“No,” Daniel called from the van. “She has a medical intolerance.”

The nurse smiled and crouched to Lily’s height. “Then you may have to teach her.”

Lily held the rabbit closer. “I can do boring.”

The hotel room had two queen beds, beige walls, and a framed photograph of a bridge in fog. Daniel chose it because it had an accessible bathroom and an underground garage. It smelled faintly of industrial detergent and someone else’s microwave popcorn.

Lily walked through each room before removing her jacket.

She opened the closet, looked behind the bathroom door, and checked the lock twice.

Daniel pretended not to notice. He set their overnight bags on the luggage rack and complained about the price of parking.

Emily watched Lily test the connecting door to the next room.

“It’s locked,” Lily said.

“Yes.”

“From both sides?”

“Yes.”

“How do you know?”

Daniel crossed the room and pulled the handle. “Because hotels know people don’t want surprise neighbors.”

Lily examined the upper latch. “Can Madison open it?”

“No,” Emily said.

Lily turned to her. “She had keys to our house.”

“She doesn’t anymore.”

“But she could make more.”

Daniel sat on the edge of the bed. “We’re changing the locks tomorrow.”

“All of them?”

“All of them.”

“The garage too?”

“The garage code, the alarm, the gate, the school list. Everything.”

Lily looked at Emily. “Can Grandma come in?”

The question was not asked with longing. It was asked like a person checking the rules of a shelter.

“Not unless we say so,” Emily answered.

“Can Grandpa?”

“Not unless we say so.”

Lily nodded and placed the rabbit on the pillow nearest the wall.

Emily waited until Daniel was helping Lily change into pajamas before checking her phone.

There were forty-three unread messages.

Three were from her office. Nine were from friends who had heard some version of the confrontation. Five were from numbers she did not recognize. The rest came from relatives.

Her cousin Renee: Your mom says Daniel is isolating you.

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Her aunt Carol: Please do not make permanent choices while medicated.

An old family friend: Madison posted something. I’m not taking sides, but maybe take it down before this gets worse.

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