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“It slipped,” Sophie said.

Rachel looked at the pieces.

“Okay.”

“I didn’t throw it.”

“I didn’t say you did.”

“You looked like you thought it.”

Rachel crouched and began gathering the larger pieces.

“Don’t,” Sophie said.

Rachel stopped.

“I can clean it.”

“You have one arm.”

“I have two arms. One is hurt.”

Rachel sat back on her heels.

Sophie picked up a piece with her right hand. The broken edge was sharp.

“Put that down.”

“I can do it.”

“Sophie.”

The girl dropped it. It struck the floor and split again.

“You make everything worse,” she said.

Rachel’s first impulse was to correct the unfairness of the statement. Her second was to leave the room before she answered badly.

She stayed.

“Sometimes,” she said.

Sophie’s face reddened.

“You brought your badge.”

“Yes.”

“You made everybody look at us.”

“Yes.”

“You made Dad mad.”

“He was already mad.”

“You made the news.”

“I didn’t choose that.”

“You always say people choose things.”

Rachel looked at the broken pencil cup. Sophie had painted it at a summer art camp, though she had disliked the instructor and complained the clay smelled like wet sidewalks.

“I chose to open the badge,” Rachel said.

“Did it help?”

“It stopped Richard from taking back the check.”

“That’s not what I asked.”

Rachel sat on the floor.

“No,” she said after a moment. “Not all of it helped.”

Sophie picked at a thread on the sling.

“I thought you would arrest them.”

“I don’t arrest people by myself.”

“You do on TV.”

“TV has fewer forms.”

A reluctant sound escaped Sophie. Not quite a laugh.

Rachel looked at her.

Sophie turned away, embarrassed by it.

They cleaned the ceramic pieces together. Rachel held the wastebasket while Sophie pushed fragments into it with a ruler.

That night, Lena called from her personal phone.

“I’m not discussing the case,” she said.

“Then why are you calling?”

“To tell you to eat something.”

Rachel glanced at the microwave clock. It was nine thirty-eight. A plate of untouched pasta sat on the counter.

“How did the search go?”

“I’m not discussing the case.”

“Did you find the removed camera file?”

“I called because you sounded bad in your email.”

“I sent a two-line scheduling email.”

“You used a semicolon.”

Rachel leaned against the counter.

Lena continued, “Also, Ortiz family rules say anyone suspended from work must eat carbohydrates.”

“I’m not suspended.”

“You’re home on administrative leave reorganizing drawers.”

Rachel looked toward the kitchen drawer she had emptied onto a towel.

“How do you know?”

“You reorganize when you can’t investigate. You did it during the Baltimore audit.”

“That drawer was dangerous.”

“It contained takeout menus.”

“Paper cuts can become infected.”

Lena was quiet for a moment.

Then she said, “The child interview gave us a lawful path forward. Sophie did something difficult.”

“She thinks I made it worse.”

“Did you?”

“Yes.”

Lena did not rush to disagree.

“That doesn’t mean you caused it.”

“I made her pain public.”

“Richard did that when he held a press conference.”

“I gave him the photograph.”

“No. Someone else took the photograph.”

“I created the scene.”

“Rachel, you need to stop speaking like a defense attorney who hates you.”

Rachel closed the drawer.

“Have you talked to Malik?”

“I’m hanging up now.”

“Lena.”

“Eat the pasta.”

The next morning, Malik Brooks’s mother called.

Rachel almost did not answer because the number was unfamiliar. Her conduct order prohibited investigative contact, and parents had begun sending messages that ranged from support to accusation.

“Mrs. Carter?” the woman said. “I’m Denise Brooks. Malik’s mother.”

Rachel stood from the kitchen table.

“Ms. Brooks, I need to be careful. I’m not allowed to discuss the investigation.”

“I don’t want to discuss it with you.”

“Okay.”

“My son is scared to talk to the agents.”

Rachel looked at Sophie, who sat at the other end of the table drawing a floor plan of an imaginary house.

“Has someone contacted you?”

“Yes. A woman named Ortiz.”

“She is trustworthy.”

“That isn’t how this works for us.”

Rachel said nothing.

Denise continued, “Malik had the school security officer stop him last year because somebody said a laptop was missing. They searched his backpack in the hallway. The laptop was in a teacher’s car. Nobody apologized.”

“I’m sorry.”

“I’m not calling for sorry.”

“What are you calling for?”

“To ask whether your daughter will talk to him.”

Rachel looked at Sophie.

“I would need to ask her.”

“He thinks this is his fault because he gave her the keys.”

“It isn’t his fault.”

“You’re an agent?”

“Yes.”

“Then you should know telling somebody it isn’t their fault doesn’t make them believe you.”

Rachel almost smiled. Denise did not.

“May I call you back?”

“Tonight. Not later than eight.”

After the call, Rachel told Sophie only what Denise had authorized her to say.

Sophie erased a wall from her drawing.

“Does he have the video?”

“I don’t know.”

“Did you ask?”

“No.”

“Why not?”

“Because I’m not allowed to investigate.”

Sophie looked up.

“You listened?”

“I’m trying.”

They called Malik after dinner. Rachel and Denise remained nearby but out of view. Sophie sat on the couch with the phone propped against a pillow.

Malik appeared in a green sweatshirt, his face too close to the camera.

“Hey,” he said.

“Hey.”

A long silence followed.

Then Malik said, “Your house looks normal.”

Sophie glanced behind her.

“What did you think it looked like?”

“Like an agent house.”

“What’s an agent house?”

“I don’t know. Metal.”

Sophie laughed once.

Rachel, in the kitchen doorway, stepped farther back.

Malik said he had heard about the fall from another student. He had tried to message Sophie, but the school blocked chat on their media accounts. His mother took away his gaming system because he lied about borrowing the keys.

“I didn’t say it was your idea,” Sophie said.

“I told them it was.”

“Why?”

“Because it was.”

“It was both.”

“Fine.”

Another silence.

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Malik scratched his cheek.

“The video might be in the project folder.”

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