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Part 2

At one fifteen, Celeste’s car arrived outside Mara’s apartment.

Mara had nearly refused to get in.

The driver, a gray-haired man named Thomas, stood beside the open rear door while traffic moved down the street behind him. He looked tired. Not impatient, not unkind. Just tired in the particular way of an employee who had been given instructions he did not want to explain.

“Mrs. Whitmore asked me not to return without you,” he said.

“She isn’t Mrs. Whitmore.”

Thomas blinked.

“Julian’s father died twelve years ago,” Mara added. “She uses her first husband’s name. She was Mrs. Vale before she married him.”

“I didn’t know that.”

“Most people don’t.”

The correction had been petty, and Mara knew it. She had climbed into the car immediately afterward, angry with herself for spending courage on a chauffeur.

During the drive, she had watched familiar streets disappear behind tinted glass. The city gave way to wide roads, stone walls, and old trees trimmed so carefully that not one branch interfered with the view of the estates behind them.

Thomas kept the radio off.

After twenty minutes, he cleared his throat.

“My daughter had a baby in March.”

Mara looked up.

He kept his eyes on the road. “A girl. Seven pounds.”

“That’s wonderful.”

“Yes.”

He nodded as though they had completed a difficult transaction.

A few minutes later, he said, “She hated people touching her stomach.”

Mara almost laughed. The sound rose and stopped somewhere behind her ribs.

“So do I.”

“I told my sister that. She did it anyway.”

“What did your daughter do?”

“She slapped her hand.”

This time Mara did laugh, quietly.

Thomas smiled at the road.

The harmless conversation had made the mansion feel less inevitable. For a few miles, Mara was simply a pregnant woman listening to a grandfather complain about his sister. She adjusted the strap of her gown. Thomas pointed out a farmstand where the peaches were better in August. Nothing in the car required her to prove who loved her.

Then the gates opened.

Two members of the household staff stood beneath the front portico. One held an umbrella against sunlight that did not require it. The other opened Mara’s door before Thomas could walk around the car.

Celeste waited inside.

She wore the jeweled champagne gown already, though the first guest was not due for another hour. A diamond necklace rested against her collarbone. Her perfume reached Mara before her greeting did.

“There she is,” Celeste said, kissing the air beside Mara’s cheek. “You look healthier than I expected.”

Mara pulled back. “Expected after what?”

But Celeste was already turning toward the staircase.

“You’re late.”

“I’m twenty minutes early.”

“The photographer wanted time.”

“I didn’t agree to a photographer.”

“Don’t begin.”

Celeste continued through the foyer without checking whether Mara followed. The mansion was bright with daylight and quiet machinery. Air-conditioning hummed behind hidden vents. Somewhere deeper in the house, a vacuum cleaner stopped abruptly. White roses stood in a blue porcelain urn beneath a painting of Julian’s grandfather.

Mara had been in the mansion four times before.

The first time, Julian had brought her for Thanksgiving. Celeste asked whether Mara’s mother had taught her to cook and then expressed surprise when Mara said her mother had been an electrical engineer.

The second time, Celeste invited Mara alone to lunch and spent forty minutes discussing women who mistook access for belonging.

The third time was Christmas. Julian remained close enough that Celeste’s remarks became polished and harmless.

The fourth time, Mara and Julian told her about the baby.

Celeste had set down her tea.

“How certain are we?”

Julian’s chair moved back so hard it struck the wall.

Mara could still recall the tiny ring of porcelain when Celeste placed the cup on its saucer. She had not apologized. Neither had Julian. They left five minutes later, and he shook with anger all the way to the car.

That evening, he sat on the kitchen floor of Mara’s apartment while she boiled pasta neither of them ate.

“She’s afraid of what she can’t arrange,” he had said.

Mara leaned against the counter. “Can she arrange me?”

“No.”

“You answered quickly.”

“Because it isn’t a difficult question.”

He reached for her hand. She gave it to him, though part of her remained by the stove, measuring the confidence in his voice against the fact that he had spent his life trying not to provoke his mother until provocation became unavoidable.

Now, following Celeste toward the ballroom, Mara heard Julian’s promise in memory.

She can’t arrange you.

Celeste paused before the closed double doors.

“There are reporters outside the east gate,” she said.

Mara stopped. “Why?”

“Because you’ve made this interesting.”

“I haven’t spoken to anyone.”

“That is not the only way to attract attention.”

Celeste looked her over, from the loose waves in her hair to the hem of her gown.

“You should know that some people invited today have seen the photographs.”

“What photographs?”

Celeste opened the doors.

The ballroom had been transformed into a monument to an affection Mara had never felt from the woman who organized it. Pink and white balloons rose in arches beside the windows. Crystal chandeliers burned above the polished stone floor despite the daylight pouring through the glass doors. Round tables wore cream linens edged in pale rose. Silver trays held macarons, strawberries, tiny sandwiches, and pastries shaped like flowers.

At the far end stood the velvet chair.

Beside it, mounted on a white display board, were photographs from Mara’s pregnancy.

The first ultrasound.

A profile from the anatomy scan.

A picture Julian had taken of Mara asleep on the sofa with a book open on her chest.

Mara stared at that one.

It had been private. She had been wearing his old university sweatshirt. One bare foot rested against the coffee table. The curve of her belly was visible beneath the fabric.

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“How did you get that?”

Celeste glanced at the display. “Julian sent it to me.”

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