Chương 9
“Or?”
“A distraction.”
That possibility had not occurred to me.
I looked at the note again.
“Why would Michael want to distract me?”
“We don’t know.”
“And how do we find out?”
Rebecca opened her notebook.
“Quietly.”
The word sounded strange.
Almost impossible.
My entire life had been built around being visible.
Andrew loved attention.
His family loved appearances.
My company succeeded because people knew my name.
But this was different.
This was not about winning a public argument.
It was about understanding what had actually happened before making another move.
Over the next several days, things became uncomfortable in ways I had not expected.
Not dramatic.
Not explosive.
Just uncomfortable.
Andrew stopped showing up unexpectedly.
He started asking before coming to the house.
He picked up the girls from school twice.
The first time, Sophia came home and said nothing for almost an hour.
Finally, while brushing her teeth, she said,
“Daddy apologized.”
I stood in the bathroom doorway.
“He did?”
She nodded.
“He said he should have helped me.”
I swallowed.
“What did you say?”
“I asked if Grandma was going to apologize too.”
I almost smiled.
“What did he say?”
“He said he didn’t know.”
That sounded like Andrew.
Not completely brave.
Not completely dishonest.
Just someone learning that avoiding an answer was also an answer.
A few days later, Patricia called me.
I almost did not answer.
But I did.
“Lauren.”
Her voice was colder than usual.
“Patricia.”
There was a pause.
“I heard you and Andrew are having problems.”
“I’m sure you did.”
She ignored the comment.
“I think this family has been under a lot of stress.”
I waited.
“I want you to understand something.”
“Okay.”
“My comments at dinner were not meant to hurt the girls.”
I looked out the window.
“Then what were they meant to do?”
Silence.
“I was trying to protect tradition.”
“Tradition that requires children to feel unwanted?”
“That is not what I said.”
“It is what they heard.”
Her breathing changed.
A small sign of frustration.
“You always twist things.”
“No.”
My voice stayed calm.
“I am finally repeating them exactly as they happened.”
She became quiet.
Then she said,
“Andrew was raised to carry responsibility.”
“And my daughters?”
“They are part of the family.”
I closed my eyes.
“Patricia.”
“What?”
“The first time you looked at my daughters, you measured what they could give you.”
“That is unfair.”
“Maybe.”
I paused.
“But it is true.”
She did not respond.
For once, she had no immediate answer.
Before ending the call, she said something unexpected.
“Andrew is not like his father.”
I froze.
“What does that mean?”
Another pause.
Then she said,
“It means you should ask him why he is so afraid of becoming him.”
The call ended.
I stood there holding the phone.
Because for the first time, Patricia had given me something.
Not an insult.
Not a criticism.
A clue.
And it was connected to the same fear Andrew had admitted in my living room.
The fear of becoming his father.
That evening, Andrew came by.
I told him about Patricia’s comment.
His face changed immediately.
Not anger.
Pain.
“What did she say exactly?”
I repeated it.
He sat down.
For several seconds, he said nothing.
Then he whispered,
“She knows.”
“Knows what?”
He looked at me.
“The reason I really needed the money.”
The room became still.
“Andrew.”
He rubbed his hands together.
“I never told you the worst part.”
I waited.
“The project with Michael was not just failing.”
He looked toward the floor.
“I was trying to protect someone.”
“Who?”
His eyes lifted.
And the answer was not what I expected.
“My father.”
“My father?”
Andrew nodded.
The answer seemed impossible for a moment.
Not because Andrew’s father had never been part of the story.
Because he had always been.
Just never in the way I understood.
“What does your father have to do with Michael?”
Andrew looked toward the photographs on the shelf.
The one of him and the girls.
The one of all of us at the beach.
The life that looked so much simpler from the outside.
“My father invested in the first project Michael and I worked on.”
I sat down across from him.
“He invested?”
“Yes.”
“Was that normal?”
Andrew gave a tired smile.
“For my family, yes.”
I waited.
“My father believed family money should stay inside the family.”
“Meaning?”
“Meaning he expected me to succeed.”
His voice lowered.
“He expected me to prove that I was different from him.”
I frowned.
“But you said you were afraid of becoming him.”
“I was.”
He looked at his hands.
“That was the problem.”
For the first time, Andrew told me the story without trying to make himself look better.
His father had built a successful company years earlier.
Everyone admired him.
People talked about his confidence.
His discipline.
His ability to walk into a room and make people believe anything was possible.
But behind the reputation was a man who refused to admit weakness.
When business decisions failed, he hid them.
When money disappeared, he borrowed more.
When people questioned him, he called them disloyal.
Andrew had grown up watching a man who treated honesty like a threat.
“I hated that,” Andrew said.
“But I also learned from it.”
I looked at him.
“What do you mean?”
“I learned that being respected mattered more than being honest.”
The admission was quiet.
But it was the most important thing he had ever said.
“I spent my whole life trying not to become my father.”
He swallowed.
“And somehow I became him.”
I did not answer immediately.
Because the truth was complicated.
Andrew had hurt me.
He had hurt our daughters.
Understanding why did not erase what happened.
“I need to know about the money.”
He nodded.
“I know.”
“The whole story.”
And he did.
The first agreement with Michael was not a simple partnership.
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It was a desperate attempt to keep control.
Andrew’s father had put money into the project through a family investment account.
