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The small radio near the window was still playing quietly.
Nobody had bothered to turn it off.
Mom noticed me looking around.
"It feels strange."
"What does?"
"Seeing everything normal."
I understood what she meant.
A place could hold violence and still look peaceful afterward.
That was one of the cruelest things about certain moments in life.
The world did not always show evidence of what happened inside it.
I helped her sit at the kitchen table.
The same table where our family had eaten thousands of meals.
The same table where Arthur had announced his engagement to Brooke.
Mom looked toward the empty chair across from her.
"Your brother was scared."
I did not answer.
She looked at me.
"I know what you are thinking."
"Do you?"
"That he chose her."
I looked away.
"Didn't he?"
Her hands folded together.
"I don't know."
That answer bothered me.
Not because it was wrong.
Because it sounded like she was protecting him.
Even now.
After everything.
"Mom, he watched this happen."
"He may have."
Her words were quiet.
"Or he may have seen one moment and convinced himself it was the whole story."
I leaned back.
"That sounds like something you say because you love him."
"It is something I say because I know him."
I wanted to argue.
Instead, I opened the refrigerator and looked for something that was not there.
Old habit.
When conversations became too painful, I looked for tasks.
Something physical.
Something I could fix.
There was almost nothing inside except milk, eggs, and a container of leftover soup.
Mom noticed.
"You still do that."
"What?"
"Find something to organize when you are upset."
I closed the refrigerator.
"I do not."
She gave me a tired smile.
"You alphabetized your books when you failed your first military exam."
"I did not fail."
"You scored below what you wanted."
"That is different."
"It is exactly the same."
I almost laughed.
Almost.
For a few seconds, the house felt normal.
Then my phone buzzed again.
This time it was not a message.
It was a secure call from my office.
I stepped into the hallway before answering.
"Clara."
My supervisor's voice was low.
"I heard you were at Westbridge."
"I am."
"That was not part of your assignment."
"No."
A pause.
"You need to be careful."
I looked toward the kitchen.
My mother was staring at her hands.
"I am aware."
"No, you are not."
His voice became firmer.
"You are personally connected now."
"I was connected the moment my mother became the subject of an arrest."
"I understand that."
"Do you?"
Silence.
It was not an angry silence.
It was the kind that meant someone was choosing words carefully.
"The review team has been looking at Westbridge because of multiple complaints."
I straightened.
"Complaints about what?"
"You know I cannot discuss the details."
"Then why call me?"
"Because I need you to separate two things."
"What two things?"
"Your mother's case and the department review."
I looked down the hallway.
The family photographs on the wall caught my attention.
Years of birthdays and holidays.
Everyone smiling at moments that no longer felt simple.
"I know the difference."
"Do you?"
The question irritated me.
But I knew why he asked.
A person could spend years believing they were objective until the investigation involved someone they loved.
"Good."
He paused.
"And Clara."
"Yes?"
"Do not underestimate how complicated this can become."
The call ended.
I stayed in the hallway longer than necessary.
Not because I did not know what to do.
Because I knew exactly what I was going to do.
And that was the part that worried me.
The next morning, I returned to Westbridge Police Department.
This time I did not arrive as a daughter.
I arrived as an investigator.
The difference felt uncomfortable.
The same officers who had avoided eye contact the night before now stood straighter when I walked past.
Respect was not always respect.
Sometimes it was fear wearing a professional expression.
Captain Landry was waiting in his office.
He had removed his jacket and rolled up his sleeves.
A stack of folders sat on his desk.
"You work quickly."
"I had a reason."
He looked at the folders.
"I assume you want these."
"I do."
He pushed them toward me.
"I also assume you know there are limits."
"There are always limits."
"Good."
He sat down.
"Because people who believe they can fix everything usually create more damage."
I studied him.
"Is that advice?"
"Experience."
That answer was more human than I expected.
"How long have you been captain?"
"Seven years."
"And before that?"
"Patrol."
"Same department?"
"Twenty-nine years."
I nodded.
That explained something.
People who spent decades inside an institution often became unable to separate the institution from themselves.
"What happened with Officer Price's report?"
Landry looked uncomfortable.
"I reviewed it after you left."
"And?"
"He made mistakes."
"Accidental mistakes?"
He looked at me.
"I don't know yet."
That was the first time he admitted uncertainty.
I opened the folder.
The photographs were missing.
The witness notes were incomplete.
The timeline had gaps.
But there was one detail that caught my attention.
A property receipt.
A baseball bat had been collected.
The description was written in a different handwriting than the rest of the report.
I looked up.
"Who logged this?"
Landry checked the page.
"Officer Price."
"No."
He frowned.
"What?"
I pointed at the signature.
"The report signature and this signature are different."
He leaned closer.
For the first time, he looked genuinely surprised.
"You are sure?"
"I spent six years reviewing federal documents."
He took the paper.
"Then whose signature is this?"
I turned the page over.
There was a note attached beneath the receipt.
A name.
A person I had not expected to see.
Arthur Miller.
I stared at the name until the letters stopped looking like a mistake.
"Arthur logged the evidence?"
Landry leaned back.
"I was hoping you would not notice that."
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"Why?"
"Because I was hoping I had misread it."
