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That embarrassed me.

Not the precaution itself, but the fact that I had spent ten years insisting I knew my husband better than anyone.

Now a twenty-four-year-old paralegal was checking hallways before I walked through them.

The apartment was in a brick building six blocks from Arthur’s old office, above a dentist and across from a bakery that had already sold out of whatever made the whole block smell like butter.

It had one bedroom, mismatched furniture, and a refrigerator that clicked loudly every few minutes.

I loved it immediately.

Not because it was beautiful.

Because nobody had packed my clothes and put them by the door.

Margaret’s assistant, Leah, handed me two keys and a lease agreement.

“The deadbolt sticks if you pull the door toward you while turning it.”

“That feels reassuring.”

“It’s an old building.”

“I’ve lived with an old man for three years.”

Leah looked startled, then realized what I meant.

“I’m sorry.”

“So am I.”

She gave me a small smile and left.

I stood in the center of the living room with my purse still over my shoulder.

For ten minutes, I did absolutely nothing.

Then I opened every cabinet.

There were three chipped plates, four mugs, a saucepan with a loose handle, and a drawer full of takeout menus so old that half the restaurants no longer existed.

Arthur would have hated the kitchen.

He believed every rental unit should have proper knives.

I sat on the floor beside my suitcase because the couch smelled faintly of dust.

My phone showed eleven missed calls.

The messages had changed tone.

Please answer.

I’m outside Brennan’s office.

Where did you go?

Vanessa, this is stupid.

We can fix the marriage and deal with everything else later.

Dad manipulated both of us.

You have to understand that.

Then, twenty minutes later:

I shouldn’t have said stupid.

Please call me.

I read that one twice.

Not because it moved me.

Because it was so completely Curtis.

He could apologize for one word while stepping around the thing underneath it.

I set the phone down.

Five minutes later, I picked it up again.

I typed, I am safe and I do not want to meet today.

I stared at the sentence until it looked too formal.

Then I sent it anyway.

His reply came before I could put the phone down.

Where are you?

I did not answer.

Vanessa.

Then:

I’m your husband.

That sentence made me laugh once, quietly, alone on the floor.

Three weeks earlier, being my husband had apparently imposed no obligation on him.

Now it was evidence of jurisdiction.

I muted the conversation.

For the first time in days, I slept somewhere I could lock from the inside.

I slept badly.

At two in the morning, a truck emptied a dumpster in the alley.

At four, someone upstairs dropped something heavy.

At five-thirty, I woke convinced I had heard Arthur calling my name.

I sat up with my heart racing.

The apartment was gray and unfamiliar.

For several seconds, I expected to smell antiseptic wipes and the lavender lotion Arthur claimed was “for women and French people” but secretly liked on his hands.

There was nothing.

I lay back down and cried so quietly it felt dishonest.

Saturday passed without Curtis appearing.

That almost disappointed me, which made me angry with myself.

I had prepared for confrontation and received groceries instead.

I bought eggs, bread, coffee, laundry detergent, and one basil plant because the supermarket had them beside the tomatoes.

The plant cost four dollars.

I nearly put it back.

Then I remembered I had once spent forty-eight dollars on a bottle of wine Curtis opened for men whose last names I never learned.

I bought the basil.

At noon, Margaret called.

“Curtis has retained counsel.”

“That was fast.”

“He has used this firm before.”

“What kind of firm?”

“Litigation.”

I looked at the basil sitting crookedly on the windowsill.

“Is that supposed to scare me?”

“No.”

“It did.”

“That is different.”

“What do they want?”

“They requested an emergency conference with the trustee.”

“About the cure period?”

“And the validity of the condition.”

“Can they stop everything?”

“They can try to preserve his position while they challenge it.”

I sat at the small kitchen table.

“What does that mean for me?”

“It means you should expect contact through attorneys.”

“I don’t have an attorney.”

“You need one.”

“I thought you were advising me.”

“I represent the trustee.”

“So you can’t represent me personally.”

“Correct.”

“How much does a lawyer for a seventy-million-dollar family war cost?”

“Too much.”

“That is not comforting.”

“I can give you three names.”

“I can’t afford three names.”

“One name is enough.”

I rubbed my forehead.

“Margaret.”

“Yes.”

“I have twelve hundred dollars in checking.”

She was quiet.

I hated saying it aloud.

I had once managed the household accounts.

Then Arthur got sicker, Curtis took over most financial decisions, and I stopped noticing that my name gradually disappeared from everything except the grocery card.

Margaret said, “The trust permits payment of reasonable legal expenses for a potential beneficiary defending the instrument.”

“That sounds dangerously convenient.”

“It is common in disputed estates.”

“Will Curtis say I’m using his father’s money against him?”

“Almost certainly.”

“Is he right?”

“No.”

The firmness in her voice helped.

“Send me the names.”

Before hanging up, she added, “Do not destroy any messages from Curtis.”

“I haven’t.”

“Good.”

“And Margaret?”

“Yes.”

“Should I be worried about the money he took?”

A pause.

“You should be cautious about what he believes you know.”

That was not an answer, but by now I understood it was the best she would give.

The attorney I chose was named Daniel Cho.

His office was smaller than Margaret’s, with books stacked on the floor and a dead succulent on the windowsill.

He was in his forties, wore no tie, and spent the first five minutes apologizing for the broken coffee machine.

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“I promise the legal work is better.”

“That would be a low bar.”

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