Chương 5

Neither of them answered.
“It was about making me believe I owed him something.”
My father looked away.
“That is not fair.”
“Isn’t it?”
“You were not told because we knew you would react this way.”
“What way?”
“Like this.”
I stood there.
The absurdity almost made me smile.
They had hidden something from me because they were afraid I would be upset about the thing they hid.
“I bought that house.”
“Yes.”
“I paid every mortgage payment.”
“Yes.”
“I paid every bill.”
“Yes.”
“But now because you secretly gave me money years ago, Chase thinks he has a claim?”
My mother stepped closer.
“No one said he had a claim.”
“Then why did he have documents?”
Silence.
That was the first real crack.
My father looked at her.
Not angry.
Concerned.
“What documents?”
She froze.
The same way Chase had frozen.
I looked at both of them.
“You did not tell Dad?”
My mother sat down.
Slowly.
“I was trying to handle it.”
“Handle what?”
She covered her face for a second.
“When Chase got into trouble with his business…”
I waited.
The sentence did not finish.
“What happened?”
“He owes money.”
“How much?”
“Enough.”
“Mom.”
She looked exhausted.
“His apartment lease was not the only problem.”
I felt something sink inside me.
The U-Haul.
The urgency.
The confidence.
It had not been desperation.
Not entirely.
It had been strategy.
“What was he planning?”
My mother looked at the floor.
“He thought if he established residence…”
She stopped.
I felt cold.
“Established residence for what?”
She did not answer.
She did not need to.
My father stood.
“Are you saying Chase was trying to use Jake’s house as an asset?”
My mother started crying.
Quietly.
Not dramatically.
That almost made it harder to watch.
“He said he just needed time.”
“Time to do what?”
She looked at me.
And for the first time in my life, my mother looked afraid of my answer.
“He wanted to use your address for financial reasons.”
I stared at her.
My house.
My name.
My stability.
The thing they admired from a distance.
The thing they thought they could borrow.
My phone buzzed on the table.
A new message.
From Chase.
I looked down.
It contained one sentence.
“Mom told you, didn’t she?”
I looked at my parents.
Then back at the message.
For the first time, I stopped wondering why Chase thought he could walk through my door.
I started wondering how many doors he had already tried to open before mine.
I started wondering how many doors he had already tried to open before mine.
I did not respond immediately.
I placed the phone face down on the table.
For a few seconds, nobody moved.
My mother wiped her eyes with the back of her hand.
My father remained standing beside his desk, staring at the floor as if there was something written there that could tell him what to do.
The strangest part was that I was not surprised.
Not completely.
The details had been sitting in front of me for days.
The sudden move.
The confidence.
The way Chase acted like my refusal was a temporary inconvenience instead of a final answer.
He had not been asking for a favor.
He had been trying to create a situation where saying no became harder.
“How long?” I asked.
My mother looked up.
“What?”
“How long has Chase been planning this?”
She swallowed.
“I do not know everything.”
“That is not an answer.”
“I know.”
Her voice cracked.
“I know.”
My father sat down slowly.
“When did he talk to you about using the address?”
My mother looked at him.
The question seemed to surprise her.
Maybe because he had not known either.
Maybe because for the first time, she realized she was not just keeping something from me.
She had been keeping something from him too.
“Three weeks ago,” she said.
I stared at her.
“Three weeks?”
She nodded.
“After his business account problems got worse.”
“What business problems?”
My father looked at her.
“You never told me that either?”
She closed her eyes.
“Because I knew you would get angry.”
My father laughed once.
There was no humor in it.
“I am angry because I am finding out things in my own house.”
The sentence landed differently coming from him.
For years, I had been the one outside the circle.
Now he was standing there too.
That did not make me happy.
It just made the situation clearer.
“What exactly was he trying to do?” I asked.
My mother hesitated.
“He thought if he moved in, he could use the address for certain applications.”
“Applications for what?”
She looked away.
“Credit.”
The word felt heavier than it should have.
“Credit?”
“He thought having a better address would help.”
I shook my head.
“It does not work like that.”
“I know that now.”
“You knew?”
She looked embarrassed.
“I thought he just needed a chance.”
I looked at her.
“That is what he always needs.”
The words came out before I could stop them.
My mother flinched.
Immediately, I regretted how sharp it sounded.
Not because it was untrue.
Because I saw the pain it caused.
That was the problem with family.
Even when someone hurt you, a part of you still remembered every good thing they had ever done.
It made anger complicated.
It made distance painful.
My father opened a drawer and pulled out a folder.
“I need to show you something.”
I did not move.
“What is it?”
“The agreement.”
I stared at the folder.
“What agreement?”
“The one connected to the money.”
My stomach tightened.
I had spent the last several years believing my life was built on my own decisions.
Now I was discovering there were pieces of my foundation I had never seen.
My father opened the folder.
Inside were old documents.
Yellowed pages.
Bank records.
A handwritten note.
The paper looked ordinary.
That almost bothered me more.
May you like
Important things rarely looked important.
He placed one document in front of me.