Chương 5

“I want to know about the house.”
Julian looked away again.
“The house had nothing to do with Tessa.”
“That was not my question.”
He rubbed the back of his neck.
“The lender wanted additional security.”
My stomach dropped.
Darcy became very still.
“What kind of security?”
Julian did not answer.
“Julian,” I said.
He pressed his lips together.
“They wanted real estate.”
The room seemed to tilt without moving.
“You tried to put my house behind your debt.”
“No.”
“You called Darcy asking how to put your name on it.”
“I was exploring options.”
“You asked what happened if I died.”
“That was because of the ownership structure.”
Darcy’s expression hardened.
“Explain.”
Julian looked at her, then at me.
“If Sloan died while Hawthorne still owned the house, I didn’t know whether I’d have any right to stay here.”
For the first time, his answer made practical sense.
That almost made it worse.
He had not been plotting my death.
He had been calculating what part of my life would become useful to him under different circumstances.
“You were trying to make sure the house could secure the debt,” I said.
“I never signed anything.”
“Because you couldn’t.”
“Because I decided not to.”
I looked at him.
“Did you?”
He opened his mouth.
Nothing came out.
Darcy slid the blue folder toward herself.
“Julian, did Crescent Bridge prepare documents involving this property?”
His eyes shifted.
That was all she needed.
“Where are they?”
“I didn’t sign them.”
“Where are they?”
He looked toward the study.
And suddenly I understood why, when I arrived that morning, one drawer in my desk had been left open.
I walked past him before either of them could stop me.
The study door stood open.
The bottom drawer of my desk was closed now, but the middle one above it had been pulled out just far enough for the brass handle to catch the light.
I knew I had left it flush.
Inside were tax records, old insurance policies, appliance warranties, and a folder containing copies of documents from the original purchase of the house.
The folder was gone.
I turned around.
Julian had followed me as far as the doorway.
“Where is it?”
He looked tired instead of defensive now.
That frightened me more.
“I put it back.”
“No, you didn’t.”
“I thought I did.”
Darcy stepped around him and opened the other drawers without touching anything inside.
“Which documents were you looking for?”
Julian leaned against the frame.
“The purchase papers.”
“Originals or copies?”
“I didn’t know.”
Darcy looked at me.
“Do you know what was in here?”
“Copies of the closing file.”
“Anything with your signature?”
“Probably.”
Julian straightened.
“I didn’t forge anything.”
Nobody had accused him of that.
The denial entered the room and stayed there.
Darcy shut the drawer.
“Did you send anything from this office to Crescent Bridge?”
“No.”
She waited.
Julian looked at the carpet.
“I photographed some pages.”
My stomach turned.
“What pages?”
“I don’t remember.”
“You photographed documents from my files and sent them to a lender trying to attach my house to your debt?”
“I told you, nothing happened.”
“Because you didn’t have authority.”
“That doesn’t mean I was trying to steal your house.”
“You keep defending yourself against words I haven’t used.”
He pushed away from the doorway.
“Because I know where this is going.”
“Do you?”
“Yes.”
His voice broke slightly on the word.
For a second he looked almost embarrassed by the sound.
“You’re going to make me into some kind of criminal because I was desperate.”
Darcy’s expression did not change.
“Desperation is not a legal category.”
Julian laughed once under his breath.
“Of course you’d say that.”
“I’m saying it because you are mixing two separate things.”
She pointed toward the desk.
“Why you did something and what you actually did are not the same question.”
He looked at me instead.
“I never intended for you to lose anything.”
I folded my arms.
“That sentence is doing a lot of work.”
“Sloan.”
“How much do you still owe?”
His face tightened.
“About thirty-two.”
“After paying forty?”
“Yes.”
“How?”
“The interest was worse than I thought.”
“You borrowed eighty-five thousand dollars and somehow still owe thirty-two after years of payments and forty thousand from our emergency account?”
“There were fees.”
Darcy spoke quietly.
“Was the obligation restructured?”
Julian glanced at her.
“Yes.”
“When?”
“Last year.”
“Under whose name?”
“Mine.”
“Any business entity?”
“No.”
“Any guarantor?”
“No.”
“Any collateral currently attached?”
“No.”
She nodded once.
That seemed to irritate him.
“What?”
“I’m deciding how worried Sloan needs to be about immediate exposure.”
“I just told you the house isn’t attached.”
“You also told your wife the debt had been cleared.”
His mouth closed.
I sat in my desk chair because standing felt theatrical, and suddenly I wanted everything to feel ordinary.
The chair squeaked the way it always did.
I had been meaning to replace it since Christmas.
“Show us the loan documents.”
Julian stared at me.
“They’re not here.”
“Where?”
“In my email.”
“Open them.”
He looked toward Darcy.
“Do I have to?”
“No,” she said.
The answer came so quickly that he blinked.
“You don’t have to do anything for me.”
He looked almost relieved until she continued.
“But refusing to show Sloan documents connected to forty thousand dollars removed from a shared emergency account will influence what I advise her to do next.”
His eyes returned to me.
There was anger there again, but smaller now.
Cornered anger.
He pulled out his phone.
The screen lit his face.
His thumb moved through several menus.
Then he stopped.
“What?”
He did not answer.
“Julian.”
“I can’t get into the account.”
Darcy tilted her head.
“What account?”
“My email.”
“You were using it this morning.”
“I was.”
“Try again.”
“I know how passwords work.”
He typed something.
The phone buzzed.
His expression changed.
“What does it say?” I asked.
May you like
He held up the screen.
The account had been locked because of suspicious activity.