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"I think I do," Christian said.
Then he ended the call.
The decision did not make him feel brave.
It made him feel sick.
Because protecting two children meant admitting that someone he loved had failed them.
And once that truth existed, there was no way to put it back where it had been.
Mason rolled closer.
"Did you leave?"
Christian shook his head.
"No."
The boy looked at him for a long moment.
Then he nodded.
It was a small movement.
But this time, it looked less like survival.
It looked like trust.
The next few hours moved slowly, as if the hospital itself had decided that nothing important should happen quickly.
Christian learned that waiting could be its own kind of exhaustion.
There was no physical work involved.
No heavy lifting.
No broken machines to repair.
Just chairs, paperwork, and the constant feeling that something could change the moment he looked away.
A social worker named Laura met with him after the doctors finished their first evaluations.
She carried a folder against her chest and spoke with the careful tone of someone who had learned that every family had a version of the truth.
"We need to understand the timeline," she said.
Christian nodded.
She sat across from him.
"And what you don't know?"
Laura looked at him for a second longer than necessary.
It was not suspicion.
It was assessment.
People in her job had to measure everyone.
The protective uncle.
The worried neighbor.
The parent who cried.
The person who stayed silent.
Everyone had a reason for appearing the way they did.
"Start from the beginning," she said.
Christian looked toward the hallway.
Mason and Daisy were both in rooms nearby.
Close enough that he could hear a cart rolling past.
Far enough that he could not see them.
He told her about the porch.
The crawling.
The basement.
The locked door.
The shelf.
The phone call.
He did not leave out the part where he had ignored earlier signs.
That surprised her.
"You noticed concerns before today?"
Christian rubbed his hands together.
"Small things."
"What kind of things?"
He looked down.
"The kind of things people explain away because accepting the truth is harder."
Laura did not write immediately.
"Can you give examples?"
Christian hesitated.
He thought about Mason sitting silently at family dinners.
He thought about Daisy always asking if she could take food home.
He thought about the time Mason had flinched when a glass broke in the kitchen.
"He was always apologizing."
Laura wrote something down.
"Anything else?"
"His sister said he was exaggerating."
Laura looked up.
"Your sister?"
Christian nodded.
The room became quieter.
"She is their mother?"
"No."
"Who has custody?"
Christian swallowed.
"She doesn't."
That was the first time he said it aloud.
Not just that she had failed.
That she had already been removed from being the person responsible.
Years ago, when Mason was younger, his mother had struggled with addiction and unstable relationships.
The children had eventually been placed with their father.
Christian had accepted that arrangement because everyone told him it was better.
A father was better than a chaotic mother.
A stable home was better than uncertainty.
Nobody talked enough about what happened when the stable home became uncertain too.
Laura closed the folder halfway.
"Where is the father?"
Christian looked toward the hallway.
"I don't know."
That answer bothered him.
Because it should have been easier.
Someone should have known.
Someone should have been looking.
Laura made another note.
"Did the children say where he was?"
"Mason said he left yesterday."
"Did he say why?"
"No."
A nurse walked by carrying a stack of towels.
For a moment, nobody spoke.
Then Laura said, "We will need to speak with your sister and the other adults involved."
Christian nodded.
He expected that.
What he did not expect was how much he hated the idea.
Not because he wanted to protect them.
Because some small part of him still wanted the story to change.
He wanted someone to walk through the door and explain that everything had been misunderstood.
That the locked basement had another explanation.
That the fear in Mason's eyes had another source.
But he had seen too many broken things to believe they fixed themselves.
Mason's room was quiet when Christian entered.
The boy was sitting against the hospital bed with a juice box untouched beside him.
A television played a cartoon quietly in the corner.
Mason was watching the screen but clearly not following it.
"You okay?"
Christian pulled a chair closer.
Mason nodded.
"You don't have to say yes every time someone asks that."
The boy looked down.
"I don't know what else to say."
Christian leaned back.
That answer was painfully honest.
"That's fair."
Mason looked at the bandage around his leg.
"Are they mad?"
"Who?"
Mason did not answer.
He did not need to.
Christian understood.
"Some people might be."
The boy's shoulders tightened.
"But being mad does not mean they are right."
Mason looked at him.
"Adults say that."
"Say what?"
"That they know what's best."
Christian nodded slowly.
"Sometimes adults do know."
"And sometimes?"
Christian looked at the floor.
"Sometimes they are wrong."
Mason studied his face.
"You say that like you are too."
Christian almost smiled.
"I am."
The boy seemed surprised.
"How?"
"I should have noticed more."
The words came out before Christian could stop them.
Mason looked uncomfortable.
"Don't."
Christian looked up.
"What?"
"Don't do that."
"Do what?"
"Make it your fault."
The simplicity of the statement caught him.
Mason looked away.
"My teacher does that."
"Does what?"
"She says grown-ups always make everything about themselves."
Christian sat quietly.
There it was.
A child repeating something he had heard.
A child trying to organize adult emotions because the adults around him had failed to do it.
"You are very observant," Christian said.
Mason shrugged.
"People tell me things when they think I don't understand."
Christian remembered that sentence.
May you like
Not because it was unusual.
Because it was familiar.
