Chương 5
“You believe him.”
“I want to.”
“That’s not what I asked.”
I looked away.
“I don’t know if I believe him.”
Sarah nodded.
“That is more honest.”
I hated how often my sister did that.
She had a way of taking away the comforting lies I told myself.
“What if he’s telling the truth?”
“Then he still hurt you.”
“I know.”
“What if he’s lying?”
I looked at the fountain pen.
“Then I have to accept that I raised someone who learned how to lie very well.”
Sarah reached across the table.
“You did not raise a perfect person.”
“No.”
“You raised a person.”
The words stayed with me.
Because they were true.
Julian was not a hero.
He was not a villain.
He was my son.
And that was much harder.
That evening, I checked the security footage from my house with Martha.
The original files showed Victoria entering my private wing at 3:12 a.m.
But there was something strange.
A second person appeared twenty minutes later.
The figure was partially hidden by the angle of the camera.
Too tall to be Victoria.
Too broad to be Martha.
Martha leaned closer to the screen.
“I didn’t see him.”
“Neither did I.”
We watched again.
The person stopped outside my bedroom door.
He did not enter.
He stood there.
Waiting.
Then he left.
I paused the video.
“Who is that?”
Martha shook her head.
“I don’t know.”
I looked at the frozen image.
The wedding had started with a woman trying to humiliate me.
Now I was beginning to wonder if someone else had been moving pieces around the board long before I woke up bald.
And for the first time since that morning, I felt something other than pain.
I felt curiosity.
I called Martha into the room the next morning before I watched the footage again.
She arrived carrying two cups of coffee because she knew I would forget to eat when something troubled me.
That was one of the reasons I trusted her.
Martha had worked for my family for fourteen years.
She knew when I was angry.
She knew when I was pretending not to be hurt.
She knew that I always removed the crust from toast but denied doing it because Arthur used to tease me about being too particular.
Small things.
Ordinary things.
The kind of things that proved someone had actually been there.
“Did you sleep?” she asked.
“No.”
She nodded as if I had confirmed something obvious.
“Neither did I.”
I looked at her.
“Martha.”
She sat across from me.
“I keep thinking about that night.”
“What part?”
She looked down at her coffee.
“The part where I opened the door.”
“You thought Victoria was supposed to be there.”
“I know.”
“But you’re blaming yourself.”
Her lips pressed together.
“I should have known.”
Nobody should have known.
That was what I wanted to say.
But I understood the feeling.
When something terrible happens, people search for the moment where they could have stopped it.
It gives them the illusion that the world is still predictable.
“Show me the footage again,” I said.
Martha opened the laptop.
The security system displayed the recordings from different areas of the house.
The camera outside my bedroom had a narrow view of the hallway.
It was designed that way intentionally.
Privacy mattered to me.
I never wanted cameras pointed into private spaces.
The person in the footage appeared at the edge of the screen at 3:31 a.m.
A man.
Dark jacket.
Baseball cap.
His face hidden.
He stood outside my door for almost thirty seconds.
Then he walked away.
“He knew where the camera was,” Martha said quietly.
I looked at her.
“What makes you say that?”
“He never looked up.”
She pointed.
“Most people notice cameras.”
I watched the clip again.
She was right.
The person moved like he already knew the house.
Not like a stranger exploring.
Like someone who had studied it.
My phone buzzed.
For one hopeful second, I thought it was Julian.
It was Daniel.
I answered immediately.
“Mrs. Vance.”
His voice sounded different.
More cautious.
“What happened?”
“I found something else in the trust documents.”
I stood.
“What?”
“There is a clause you added after Arthur died.”
I frowned.
“I added several.”
“This one concerns your mental capacity.”
The room became still.
“What about it?”
Daniel paused.
“It states that if anyone attempts to challenge your competency or force a medical evaluation for financial control, the trust automatically enters review.”
I remembered the clause.
Arthur had insisted on it.
After his diagnosis, he had become obsessed with protecting me.
Not from enemies.
From people who might use grief against me.
“Why are you telling me this now?”
“Because someone requested information about that clause.”
“Who?”
“Your son.”
I sat down again.
Julian.
Always Julian.
Every answer somehow led back to him.
“Did he know about it?”
“He accessed it.”
Daniel exhaled.
“He also downloaded a copy.”
I closed my eyes.
The first version of the story had been simple.
Victoria was trying to steal my money.
Julian was either helping her or allowing it.
But simple stories were usually the ones people created when they were afraid.
“What else did he access?”
“Your company records.”
My heart tightened.
“Why?”
“I don’t know.”
“Daniel.”
“I’m serious, Eleanor.”
He lowered his voice.
“He looked at old ownership documents, voting rights, and succession plans.”
I walked toward the window.
Outside, a delivery truck stopped in front of my neighbor’s house.
A man carried boxes inside while his dog barked at him from the porch.
The world looked painfully normal.
“Could Victoria have accessed those records?”
“No.”
“Could she have asked Julian to?”
“Possibly.”
That word bothered me.
Possibly.
It was becoming the word attached to everything.
Possible betrayal.
Possible manipulation.
Possible misunderstanding.
I hated living in a world where nothing was certain.
“Send me everything,” I said.
“I already did.”
I checked my email.
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There were twelve files waiting.
Before opening them, I noticed another message.
