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The bathroom door opened upstairs.

Sophie called, “Dad?”

Daniel stood at once.

“I have to go,” he told Caroline. “Thank you for calling.”

“Tell Sophie I’m sorry.”

“We will.”

He went upstairs.

Claire remained on the stair after the call ended. She listened to Daniel speaking softly to Sophie in the hallway. A minute later, Sophie appeared in a towel, her curls damp around her face.

“Can I wear your shirt?” she asked Claire.

Claire took her to the bedroom and found an old college T-shirt. It fell below Sophie’s knees. Sophie climbed into the center of the bed with Bunny and asked whether the doors were locked.

Daniel checked them while she watched the home security application on his phone.

“All locked,” he said.

“What about windows?”

“All locked.”

“What about the chimney?”

Daniel looked at Claire.

“We don’t have one,” Claire said.

Sophie considered this. “Good.”

She refused to sleep alone. Claire lay on one side and Daniel on the other, leaving Sophie between them. The child’s breathing slowed near midnight, though every movement in the house made her eyelids flutter.

Daniel’s phone continued to vibrate on the nightstand.

At one in the morning, Claire reached over Sophie and turned it face down.

At six, she woke to find Daniel gone.

Sophie was curled around the gray bunny with one hand still holding the collar of Claire’s shirt.

Downstairs, Daniel sat at the kitchen island with coffee and a legal pad. He had changed into gray sweatpants and a dark T-shirt. On the counter lay printed stills from Thomas’s video.

Claire stopped in the doorway.

“You printed it?”

“I needed to see the sequence.”

“Put those away before she comes down.”

He gathered them immediately and slid them into a folder.

Claire poured coffee. Her hands shook when she lifted the mug. She set it down without drinking.

“What did the attorney say?”

“That we should preserve the original recording, photograph any marks, document Sophie’s account without repeatedly questioning her, and decide whether to make a police report.”

“Marks?”

“From the backpack strap. If Richard grabbed it while she was wearing it.”

Claire closed her eyes.

“I checked her shoulder last night,” Daniel said. “There’s redness, but nothing distinct.”

“You checked without telling me?”

“She was changing.”

“That isn’t what I asked.”

He set down his pen. “I should have told you.”

“Stop being reasonable like it’s a performance.”

His chair scraped softly as he stood. “I’m trying not to make this worse.”

“For whom?”

“For you. For Sophie.”

“And for yourself.”

“Yes,” he said. “For myself too.”

The answer was better than denial. It did not make Claire less angry.

Daniel walked to the window. In the morning light, their backyard looked too bright, almost artificial. A sprinkler clicked across the lawn in steady arcs.

“When I was nine,” he said, “Richard wasn’t there. My father was.”

Claire waited.

Daniel rarely spoke about his father, who had died when Daniel was twenty-three. The family version described him as brilliant, demanding, and complicated. Eleanor used the last word whenever detail threatened the polished surface of memory.

“He made me stand in the garage once because I lied about breaking a model boat,” Daniel continued. “Three hours. No shoes. It was January.”

Claire held the edge of the island.

“You never told me.”

“I told myself it wasn’t relevant.”

“To what?”

“To anything. He never hit me. That was the standard I used.”

Outside, the sprinkler reached the end of its arc and turned back.

“My mother watched from the kitchen,” he said. “She brought him coffee.”

Claire thought of Eleanor standing beneath the canopy while Sophie crouched by the cooler.

“Did she ever apologize?”

“No.”

“Did he?”

“No.”

Daniel looked at the folder containing the still images. “I spent years believing the important fact was that he never hit me.”

“And now?”

“Now I think the important fact is that I was cold and he wanted me to be.”

Claire’s anger changed shape. It did not disappear. It made room for grief, which was less satisfying and more difficult to hold.

“Your mother married the same man twice,” she said.

Daniel’s mouth moved in something that was not quite a smile. “Richard would hate that comparison.”

“Good.”

They drank coffee in silence.

At seven fifteen, Sophie came downstairs wearing Claire’s T-shirt and carrying the backpack. She had put on one pink sandal and one of Daniel’s black dress socks.

“I couldn’t find the other sock,” she said.

Neither parent mentioned the sandal.

Claire made toast. Sophie ate the edges and left the center, the opposite of her usual habit. Daniel asked whether she wanted to stay home from school on Monday.

“Why?”

“Because of yesterday.”

“Do people at school know?”

“Not unless someone tells them.”

“Will Grandma tell them?”

“No,” Daniel said.

Claire looked at him.

He corrected himself. “I don’t think so.”

Sophie pressed her thumb into a square of butter. “I want to go.”

“Okay,” Claire said.

“But you have to tell Mrs. Warren that I didn’t steal anything.”

“We will.”

“And she can’t tell my class.”

“We’ll ask her to keep it private.”

Sophie nodded. “Also I need a new card for Daddy.”

Daniel looked surprised. “Why?”

“The one in my backpack got bent.”

“You don’t need to make me another.”

“It was good.”

“What did it say?”

“I’m not telling. It’s a card.”

He accepted this.

At eight, Eleanor sent Claire a text.

I hope cooler heads can prevail today. Richard deeply regrets that his attempt to discipline Sophie was misunderstood. The bracelet’s clasp was faulty, which created an unfortunate chain of events. We should discuss this privately before outsiders become involved.

Claire read it twice.

Then she handed the phone to Daniel.

He looked at the message and laughed under his breath.

“What?”

“She managed to blame the clasp.”

Claire took the phone back. “Don’t respond.”

“I wasn’t going to.”

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“You respond by making moves. That counts.”

He leaned against the counter. “The attorney recommended a child trauma specialist.”

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