Chương 4

Maren laughed despite herself.
The sound turned Alden’s absence into something less powerful for a moment. She watched Leah wipe frosting from her nose while Calder apologized badly. She watched strangers return to their tables. She noticed a server crouching behind a floral arrangement to repair a loose candle base with transparent tape.
Ordinary life worked around damage.
Hart lowered his voice. “One video is already online.”
“Of course it is.”
“My wife’s niece sent it to her.”
“How does her niece know we’re here?”
“She doesn’t. That’s my point.”
Maren’s stomach tightened.
“What does it show?”
“Your father. The toast. Your response.”
“All of it?”
“Twenty-seven seconds.”
“Convenient.”
“It makes him look terrible.”
“He managed that without editing.”
Hart did not smile. “Public affairs will call.”
“My phone is in my bag.”
“That won’t prevent them.”
“No.”
“You want me to contact—”
“No.”
He nodded. “Yes, ma’am.”
“Stop doing that.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
She looked at him until he ate another bite of cake.
Across the room, Griffin watched them.
Maren saw something in his face that did not match surprise. It was calculation, certainly, but beneath it lay an older discomfort. Recognition. He knew Hart’s name. She could tell by the way his eyes narrowed when someone spoke to the captain.
Nine years ago, the promotion announcement Maren sent Griffin had included a photograph. Hart had stood two places behind her.
The possibility settled quietly.
Griffin had received the letter.
Whether he had read it was another question.
Alden returned shortly before the first dance.
He entered through a side door with Dr. Patel and refused the older man’s arm. His color had improved, though his face seemed looser around the mouth. Griffin went to him. Denise followed. The three formed a small wall near the bar.
Maren did not move.
Leah and Calder stepped onto the dance floor. Warm light gathered around them. The band began something slow and restrained, chosen by people who had rejected six sentimental songs before agreeing on one they could tolerate in public.
Calder held Leah carefully, as though the dress had changed the physical laws around her. She said something against his shoulder. He shook his head. She stepped on his shoe on purpose.
Alden approached Maren halfway through the song.
Guests saw him coming and became fascinated by the dance floor.
He stopped at her side, not facing her. For several seconds, they stood together watching Calder turn beneath the chandeliers.
“You look like your mother,” he said.
It was the first thing he had said to her in twenty-one years that did not contain an accusation.
Maren kept her eyes on the couple. “You told me that was unfortunate.”
“I said many things.”
“Yes.”
His champagne glass was gone. Both hands hung empty at his sides. The white rose boutonniere had been removed, leaving two small pinholes in his lapel.
“You are an admiral,” he said.
“Rear admiral.”
“I don’t understand the distinction.”
“It mattered enough for you to ask.”
He glanced at her. “You could have told me.”
“You could have asked.”
“How?”
“Telephone. Letter. Search engine.”
His jaw shifted.
“You made yourself impossible to find.”
“My surname is Rowe.”
“There are many Rowes.”
“Not many Rear Admiral Maren Rowes.”
Alden looked back at the dance floor. Calder and Leah were smiling now, the kind of private smile couples lost when they realized a room was watching.
“I was told you moved frequently,” Alden said.
“I did.”
“That you had no permanent address.”
“I was in the Navy.”
“Griffin said—”
Maren turned her head.
Alden stopped.
There it was. Not an explanation, only an opening in one.
“What did Griffin say?”
“He said you wanted no contact.”
“I wrote to you.”
“I never received anything.”
“Three letters to the house. One to your office. Two came back unopened. One did not.”
“When?”
“The first year. Then again after I graduated. Then when Mother’s estate was settled.”
Alden’s eyes moved toward her bracelet.
“Celia’s,” he said.
“Yes.”
“I thought that was lost.”
“No. You thought everything you gave away was lost.”
He flinched so slightly that another person might have missed it. Maren had spent years reading hesitation in faces across conference tables and operations centers. Alden’s came before anger, the fraction of a second when shame searched for a weapon.
“You chose to leave,” he said.
“There it is.”
“You stood in my house and told me you would take an appointment I had forbidden.”
“I was nineteen.”
“You were a Rowe.”
“I still am.”
“Not then. You made that very clear.”
Maren turned fully toward him. The music continued. Around them, couples drifted onto the floor to join the bride and groom.
“I made nothing clear,” she said. “You gave me a choice between my future and your approval. Then you spent twenty-one years telling people I failed because it was easier than wondering whether you had been wrong.”
Alden’s face hardened, but his voice lowered. “You arrived at my grandson’s wedding without warning.”
“Calder invited me.”
“He deceived me.”
“He was afraid of you.”
“That is absurd.”
Maren looked toward Calder, who had one hand at Leah’s waist and the other wrapped around hers. “Is it?”
Alden watched his grandson for a long time.
The song ended. Applause rose. Calder kissed Leah, and the band moved into something livelier.
“I want to speak privately,” Alden said.
“We are speaking privately.”
“Not here.”
“You began here.”
His mouth tightened.
Maren could have walked away. The old satisfaction of refusing him was available, sharp and immediate. She had imagined versions of this meeting in younger years, though none had included a wedding cake leaning left or a bride in lace saluting across a ballroom. In those imagined meetings, Maren always spoke perfectly. Alden always understood too late.
Real life had given her a father who looked old, defensive, and confused by his own cruelty.
“Ten minutes,” she said. “After the couple leaves.”
“That could be hours.”
May you like
“Yes.”
“I am not accustomed to waiting.”